Saturday, February 10, 2007

Aftermath of the workshop

My workshop ended on Wednesday but I do not have to time to update the blog.
I was so glad that it was finally over. The workshop was nightmarish. The guy was boosting how much money he had, and he was so arrogant. He thinks he is more superior than us because he is older and is a "multi-millionaire". He does not treat us as equal. He has a big ego, thinking that he was so great.
Throughout the workshop, he made sick, dirty jokes and uses vulgar words like 'F**k', 'bulls**t', 'idiots' etc. I don't think he is setting a good example here. Besides, he kept threatening us.
The worst had yet to come. On the second day, he was so insensitive. He asked us whose parents had died and kept poking his nose into it. It was almost liked he was gloating at it. He did not care about our feelings and I am sure he had offended a lot of students. He talked about his parents and a lot of other things concerning about our parents and made us cry. I don't even know what I was crying about. I am afterall an emotional person. Even the boys were teary-eyed. He can become a dictator if he wants to, he can control the emotions of the people so well.
I was so upset that I had thoughts about walking out. But I can't, I have a reputation to keep.

It will be different if this programme is not in school, then again, I would not have attend if I am given a choice. It was not only me who can't stand him, someone had complained to the teacher about him. Good job, he deserved it. I told my father all about him, and my father wanted to complain too. This workshop is not helpful at all, rather, I find it demoralising. I would not recommand this to anyone.

Sunday, February 04, 2007

updates: 4-2-07

On monday, I have to go to a workshop known as " Super-teen workshop ". This workshop is about bringing out the best in us by building our self-confidence and self-esteem. It starts at 8am and ends at 9pm. I can't believe when I first heard it. It is so absurd... Even lectures don't last that long... Moreover, we have to eat our lunch and dinner in school. The canteen will not be open at night and we are not allow to go out and eat. Instead, we will have to pay for packed dinner at $2.
That means we will not be having any lessons from Monday to Wednesday. However, I would rather have lessons and A maths tests everyday than to go through this torture.
The teachers said that we are lucky to go to this workshop, where we can "relax" and "have fun". Sorry, but this is not the case. We would need to bring textbooks and writing materials to this workshop. To put it simply, we are going to have long day of lessons there.
I am being forced to go, for it is compulsory.Given a choice, I would not have sign up. I am going to bring my own food there, although I will still pay for the dinner. If it is not suitable for me, at least I have something to eat.
Best Wishes