Holy crap!
This is tough. It doesn't matter if it's interesting or whatever, because at the end of the day, it's just one giant headache and heartache.
I don't really feel like elaborating on it. I just hope and wish mightily that whatever "we" are doing is on the right track and MY grades are beautiful.
Group projects are heartache in the sense that your ideas may or may not sit well with others, and vice versa. I like to give myself the benefit of doubt. I like to be in control too.
Ultimately, if I don't care enough, my grades may or may not go down the drain. So, really, I shouldn't care that much if I appear more tough than usual, it's MY grades I am concern about, MY future I am relying on. To be selfish is natural.
God only knows how my tolerance level is nowadays. Ah well, all I can say is too bad this isn't an individual project, I can do it my way if it's so. It's 3 more days away then I'll say good riddance to it.
This term has been like a balancing act.
As I get closer to graduation, my stress levels get higher, I get more irritated... Life is a rat race and I want to be in front.
I just have a thought. I think I'm going to set up another blog to put in my precious works in it. Be it for referencing or for the fun of it. Individual projects, ideas, my parts in group projects, etc. Proper disclaimers will be made, of course. This will have to wait till the sucky term ends.
