Ahh crap! @#%@#$!
I've always wanted to do this ever since Ron Weasley did it in the books. *Makes violent gestures in the air*. I only wish it did a whole lot of good...
The whole situation is stupid and I'm even the bigger fool. How did I come to this sorry state I'm in now? God, the more I think about it, the more I wanted to cry. I'm going to get high blood pressure sooner or later because of all this disgruntlement I had. It's so difficult to suppress all these bad vibes but if I blurt them out, I'll surely cry.
This is all my own doing. I. Get. It. I can protest, I know. I feel like "AK-ing" myself but why I should I be aiming the wand at myself? I should be aiming at someone instead.
I wish I can say the 2 magical words and no, it's not "Avada Kedavra". Unfortunately, driven by own 'selfish' agenda and wants, I can't do it. I'm, like they say, irrevocably stuck.
I've plans, I intent to realise it, as such, I can only get myself in deeper trouble.
I'm feeling worse for wear. *Bangs head against wall* This is getting out of hand. Now, I want to do harm to myself...
Such circumstances brings out the worst of everyone... *Sighs*
The whole monstrosity got to stop. I. Had. Enough.
#$%^#@
