Darn it. I've got to learn how to let go. I have to realise I can't get everything I want and that not everything has to go my way.
Why then is it so hard for me to do that? Hey, if there are people better than me, I've no problem letting them take charge. The problem arises when I know that I'm right and I have better ideas. My stakes are high and that's why I must make sure things are on the right track. It's hard to take a step back and look at the issue without a critical eye.
For some reason, some of the slogans that a group member suggests get on me. Having study tourism before and did projects on it, I have to say I have greater experience and knowledge on the topic. Afterall, my former group was steered to great results.
We'll see about this issue tomorrow. Hopefully, the group can choose something great and broad based. I hate to be the "bad guy".
Perhaps, there are times when I'll have to condescend. Sighs, this is not the way I want to do things but group work is all about give and take.
I miss my Poly project group more than ever when I see the depressing way I go about tackling projects at University. I don't know the different people well enough to have the right dynamics.
