Friday, July 18, 2008

Rantings, Part 1

4 words: Don't like, Don't read
I was contemplating whether to post this entry and decided to go along with it since this is suppose to be my blog.
I. Badly. Need. A. Holiday, period. I'm sick, literally, and tired.
I'll be more than grateful to just have a day of break from the hectic life. But it's hardly possible now, unless miraculously, I fall ill (on a day without presentation or test). I'll get a MC and enjoy 1 or 2 days of utter peace and quiet.
Projects revolved around us...Now that the due dates are almost up, the workload is a little lighter now. Still, things get piled up and exams are nearly upon us...
There are just too many unhappy things that I can't write down here, yes, not even in the virtual world. It's like back to the same old dark days. I thought things would change for the better but it seems to just get worst...
Some things keep me sane like the soon-to-be released Breaking Dawn. I don't know what I'll be without books...
These few weeks had been tough for me. I don't get enough sleep and in turn doze off "everywhere" (during bus rides, during lectures, during tutorials). It a vicious cycle repeating itself. My body suffers and my mood just got worst and worst. I don't even feel like dealing with people anymore...I feel like crying, apparently for no reason at all.
Regardless of all these, I'm not regretting my choice, yet. I was thinking long-term when I made 'the choice'. If it will help me in the future, I don't mind what I'm going through now.
It's an emotion roller-coaster ride.
Till next time