Oh gods, I'm really losing my sanity.
I know that I said 3 weeks will pass quickly, but when you live by the day, it just seems like a long way.
This week is completely insane. I don't get proper dinners. I don't have time to do my things. I don't have the rest I needed. I'm wore out.
I start each day early and end each day late. I reached home in the night everyday! Even the working people don't have it that tough.
I eat muesli/chocolate bars for dinner. I'm pathetic and feel pathetic. I can't enjoy the fun times I have online. I don't have time to go to the forums, read other fanfics... The book I borrowed has yet to be read.
However, it's the little things that keep me sane and make my day. My favourite fanfics are updated and I had a great time reading them. I get to spend some time with my friends.
I'm kind of regretting joining TNS. Yes, it will be a good experience, but it just saps my energy.
I'm disappointed that I didn't get into the Director's Honour List.
I wasn't expecting to get in in the first place since I don't know of it. But then, my friends whose GPA are slightly higher than me got in and I didn't. Well, I really want to get in because I feel that my GPA of 3.63 is still within my standards...
That feeling is something like "what you didn't know of, that's ok. But, when you know of something and it didn't happen to you, the disappointment comes."
I'll really try my best to get in this year. Things aren't looking quite good at the moment, what's with the projects and all. And even if I didn't get in, at least my GPA must be maintained.
