Saturday, September 19, 2009

Letters of the extreme

To whom it may concern,

I’ve decided to quit. I was blinded by greed at that point of time and now I’m filled with regrets. Greed as one knows is one of the deadly sins.

What happen to my policy of “No Regrets”, I’m not too sure. As such, I’m will be going under mediation for a couple of days and is deeply sorry to send you this letter.

You won’t ever see me again, I’m sure of it. I’ll look back and think of what a bad experience I had during all this time and laugh at my stupidity. In a moment of softness, I did it and now feel sorry for myself. No one is to be blamed but myself. I will reflect on my mistakes.

Goodbye. I won’t say take care because in absolute truth, I don’t care at all.

With total regrets.

Haha, now that’s a letter from my heart. I was telling my father that I was blinded by greed in taking up the job etc, and decided it would make a good letter. Crap, I really regretted it! I moan and groan all day because of it. Arghh! I hate it!


My holidays are spoilt because of it. Don’t tell me how fortunate I am because I don’t feel fortunate at this point of time. I want to rant and rave!  

To whom it may concern,

It’s me, again. I know I’ve stated that you won’t be hearing from me but in truth, I’ve changed my mind.

Funny how one’s mindset can do a 180 degrees change when one has seen the light. In fact, greed is one of the main components at work here. I’ve made plans that required cash and who else better to provide what I need than this?

This is naught but an obligation. I once said I will leave when 3 months is up, but now, given the circumstances I faced and made, I’ll carry on for as long as possible.

If you think I like it, you are wrong. I still dislike it greatly and what keep me going is the thoughts of the grand plan I’ve made for myself.

I really put my foot in my mouth this time. But, the ends do justify the means and I’ll do whatever it takes to make sure my plans take off; regardless of the troubles I faced now. Ahh, the essence of youth. I’ll just have to grit my teeth and bear it with a painful smile.

I’ll probably end here now and won’t digress further.

With absolute regrets.

This is another of the letter I composed not a few days ago, when I suddenly made plans for the graduation trip I'm determined to make in 2011. This important trip will be at Florida, USA. Destination; Wizarding World of Harry Potter at Orlando.

Afterall, aren't graduation trips a tradition? I've made up mind about it and so, did a double-take regarding the work.

I won't want to say and plan more than what it is lest I jinx it. However, costs have to made and plans to acquire the cash will be constantly on my mind. The estimated cost will be a few thousands and it is going to "kill" me. So, all the more I should save and earn what I can now. 2 years is a long time, yet it will pass by quick enough.

The thoughts of the newly planned Wizarding World theme park is still fresh in my head and then, it was almost done. I remembered being so excited over it, a few years back. Too bad the newspaper cutting I made didn't have the date on it. Time do pass fast.

It will open in spring 2010 and "groans", I'll only be a year late. Ahh well, I do envy those people who can make that debut trip there in 2010. But, it's still a good timing for me. The last movie will be out in mid 2011 and people will continued to flock to the theme park. Furthermore, one year will be gone and its novelty will wear off but not too much. It's the perfect timing to go!

It's lucky I made my plans now.

Well, as I said, the ends do justify the means and I've officially dug a grave, jumped into it and covered myself with dirt. I'll just have to endure it.