Monday, August 01, 2011

Uncertainty

University seriously stresses me out.

I'm worried that I don't have the confidence and skills to conquer University. I'm just a very ordinary, average kind of person. Reading all those reviews about the modules and having to have strong writing skills make me did a double-take. Do I have what it takes to ride through this storm?

There are times when I like to think that my English is not that bad, I did editing for projects during the Polytechnic years and hey, they were pretty good.

Perhaps all these uncertainty and anxiety will pass once I start classes proper and know what to expect.

It's just like Polytechnic all over again, I freaked out pre-poly too. Looking at all those modules and credits, I didn't know how in the world I will do it right. But, I did well and that's all that matters.

University is a big deal, isn' it? It either make or break you, in certain circumstances. Afterall, what are the odds that you will make it big without a proper education? I know the chance is out there, but I am practical and this is a practical country.