To whom it may concern,
I’ve decided to quit. I was blinded by greed at that point of time and now I’m filled with regrets. Greed as one knows is one of the deadly sins.
What happen to my policy of “No Regrets”, I’m not too sure. As such, I’m will be going under mediation for a couple of days and is deeply sorry to send you this letter.
You won’t ever see me again, I’m sure of it. I’ll look back and think of what a bad experience I had during all this time and laugh at my stupidity. In a moment of softness, I did it and now feel sorry for myself. No one is to be blamed but myself. I will reflect on my mistakes.
Goodbye. I won’t say take care because in absolute truth, I don’t care at all.
With total regrets.
Haha, now that’s a letter from my heart. I was telling my father that I was blinded by greed in taking up the job etc, and decided it would make a good letter. Crap, I really regretted it! I moan and groan all day because of it. Arghh! I hate it!
My holidays are spoilt because of it. Don’t tell me how fortunate I am because I don’t feel fortunate at this point of time. I want to rant and rave!
To whom it may concern,
It’s me, again. I know I’ve stated that you won’t be hearing from me but in truth, I’ve changed my mind.
Funny how one’s mindset can do a 180 degrees change when one has seen the light. In fact, greed is one of the main components at work here. I’ve made plans that required cash and who else better to provide what I need than this?
This is naught but an obligation. I once said I will leave when 3 months is up, but now, given the circumstances I faced and made, I’ll carry on for as long as possible.
If you think I like it, you are wrong. I still dislike it greatly and what keep me going is the thoughts of the grand plan I’ve made for myself.
I really put my foot in my mouth this time. But, the ends do justify the means and I’ll do whatever it takes to make sure my plans take off; regardless of the troubles I faced now. Ahh, the essence of youth. I’ll just have to grit my teeth and bear it with a painful smile.
I’ll probably end here now and won’t digress further.
With absolute regrets.
This is another of the letter I composed not a few days ago, when I suddenly made plans for the graduation trip I'm determined to make in 2011. This important trip will be at Florida, USA. Destination; Wizarding World of Harry Potter at Orlando.
Afterall, aren't graduation trips a tradition? I've made up mind about it and so, did a double-take regarding the work.
I won't want to say and plan more than what it is lest I jinx it. However, costs have to made and plans to acquire the cash will be constantly on my mind. The estimated cost will be a few thousands and it is going to "kill" me. So, all the more I should save and earn what I can now. 2 years is a long time, yet it will pass by quick enough.
The thoughts of the newly planned Wizarding World theme park is still fresh in my head and then, it was almost done. I remembered being so excited over it, a few years back. Too bad the newspaper cutting I made didn't have the date on it. Time do pass fast.
It will open in spring 2010 and "groans", I'll only be a year late. Ahh well, I do envy those people who can make that debut trip there in 2010. But, it's still a good timing for me. The last movie will be out in mid 2011 and people will continued to flock to the theme park. Furthermore, one year will be gone and its novelty will wear off but not too much. It's the perfect timing to go!
It's lucky I made my plans now.
Well, as I said, the ends do justify the means and I've officially dug a grave, jumped into it and covered myself with dirt. I'll just have to endure it.
Saturday, September 19, 2009
Friday, September 18, 2009
A short teaser
Funny how one's mindset can change. A complete 180 degrees change.
I'll elaborate more in the next installment.
I don't even have time to write a proper entry.
My brother knows my so-called schedule: Wake up, eat, sleep, go to work, eat, go online, sleep, in that order! Boy, am I pathetic. I feel pathetic.
But, the ends do justify the means so I'm sort of gritting my teeth and go along with it. Afterall, what I'm interested in is the end. The process can be tough, but I'll just have to endure it.
I'll elaborate more in the next installment.
I don't even have time to write a proper entry.
My brother knows my so-called schedule: Wake up, eat, sleep, go to work, eat, go online, sleep, in that order! Boy, am I pathetic. I feel pathetic.
But, the ends do justify the means so I'm sort of gritting my teeth and go along with it. Afterall, what I'm interested in is the end. The process can be tough, but I'll just have to endure it.
Thursday, September 17, 2009
Great day!
Had a great day yesterday! My mother was due for her eye check-up at Raffles Hospital after her surgery and I tagged along with my parents because I wanted to go to Borders and Kinokuniya.
-The check-up was surprisingly fast and we were on our way to Orchard at about 10 plus.
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We parked at Nee Ann City and I had a curry puff before walking to Ion Orchard to cross the underground linkway to Wheelock Place. I was feeling particularly like the tourists on the walk-way. The sun was not shining too brightly and the streets were quite empty for once. What a lovely feeling!
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This was my parents’ first time in Ion since my father hated crowds. The shops are opened and we decided to shop around later as I wanted to go Borders first. Had a hard time finding the linkway to Wheelock Place since this was only my second official time there.
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As usual, Borders fails to satisfy and amuse me. I’m beginning to feel irritate at it. The books I want are not available, even Thirteen Chances by Cindy Miles which was just released from USA. I get it that importation takes time but why can’t my wish came true?
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In the end, I bought a novel by Lynn Kurland, the only available title at Borders. I’m wondering if they ever take stock and update their collection. This is not funny at all. I asked about the special orders from overseas and it will cost me $6.90 extra for each book.
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Walked to Ion again, this time to do window-shopping. Love the feeling of spaciousness! Decided to do lunch at the so-called famous Food Mall. It was quite empty except for a few patrons as lunch time was still not here.
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Finally found what I’ve been looking for! Royce Chocolate brings back fond memories of the memorable trip to Hokkaido 2 years ago. I remembered visiting the shop in Hokkaido and my auntie buying and sharing the chocolate squares on the bus.
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Royce is tucked away in a small corner at B4 at Ion. The store is awash in blinding white and gives it a clinical yet pristine feel. The various types of chocolates are displayed prominently in glass squares.
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One of the staff served us and let us tried the Champagne and Bitter Nama Chocolates. It is heavenly. Bought a box of Bitter Nama Chocolates which cost $15 and is stored in this silvery material to keep it cool for 5 hours. I’ll try the other products next time. The Potatochip Chocolates looks delicious...
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S$115 (Not by scale)
S$115 (Not by scale)
(Not by scale)
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Did more window-shopping. Gazed in wonderment at the prices of the Swarovski crystals figurines at Swarovski. The lighting effects and the cuts of the crystals make it shine and dazzle. Of course, it makes my hands itch. I’ve a soft spot for cute things. A couple of the crystal figurines caught my eyes and I went squeal.
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Went to ThreeSixty Marketplace located at F4 of Ion. It was so cold in there. And it will no doubt make you feel colder when you see the prices of some of the fruits. $68 for a watermelon, anyone? How about $100+ bunch of the finest grapes from Japan?
-Walked back to Takashimaya and we went to Kinokuniya. I looked for my books and finally bought another novel from Lynn Kurland. That’s it. I’m reserving the other titles from the library in Singapore. No chance in getting Thirteen Chances.
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I asked the Information counter about it and was told it will be here in about 2 week times. Once again, I asked about the special orders and it will cost me no extra to import a book. Wow, Kinokuniya really went my book-O-metre.
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I’ll probably go back in 2-3 week times to see.
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Went to the food section at Takashimaya and bought drinks. The boxes at the various chocolate stores are so pretty and cute! I’d love to get my hands on them.
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Bought some vegetables from Cold Storage and went home.
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What a morning! It’s been quite some time that the 3 of us went out on a weekday, to Orchard no less. One of favourite places in Singapore. Window-shopping is better than none at all.
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
Digging one's own grave
It's one thing to dig one's own grave and another to jump into a ready-made grave.
But to dig one's own grave and jump into it, is just pure stupidity. All I need now is to use a shovel to cover myself in dirt. *Sighs*
But to dig one's own grave and jump into it, is just pure stupidity. All I need now is to use a shovel to cover myself in dirt. *Sighs*
Monday, September 14, 2009
New Moon latest trailer
OMJ!
Got this link from my friend. http://www.stumbleupon.com/s/#74cIew/bit.ly/askRN/ It's the latest New Moon trailer. I don't know if it's shown on MTV awards but anyway, it's totally awesome!!
Just watching it alone gives me the tingles. Oh my, it's just so gorgeous and I'm not talking about the actors. The visuals, the layout, the music, the action, the characters! Wow!
New plotlines were added into the original story but it seems fine. I'm not sure about the fight between Robert Pattinson and one of the Volturi guards (Felix, maybe). It will provide more action to the film definitely.
Love the red robes of the Volturi! The Volturi are quite nicely done. Jane is portrayed so wonderfully as I said before. Taylor as Jacob is great! I especially love the "visions" or "ghost" of 'Edward' that 'Bella' saw and hear whenever she did something dangerous.
One peeve. What's with the black or "metallic grey" Volvo?! It's quite ugly, to be blunt. I found out that the original Edward's car; a S60R is no longer in production which explains the lack of presence of it during Twilight the movie.
But, can't they find one that is at least silver in colour? Or better still, with their means; I don't think they can’t afford to rent a S60R Volvo from someone. From the C30 in Twilight the movie to a SC60 in New Moon and possibly Eclipse...
While that hardly warrant an outrage from fans, aren’t details to be paid attention to? If they say the colour of the car don’t matter, then what if they got Edward’s hair colour wrong? Or the Cullens’ eye colour and the Volturis’? Please it’s just details, you know, Forks don’t even have to be green. Details, details. To quote the Lex, the bat-mobile has gone purple. It’s like saying it’s ok for Bella to become a hippy.
Kristen Steward’s expressions seems to have improve a little. Most of the scenes still show her to be blank-faced. But the agony scene in bed is very lovely.
New Moon movie is definitely going to be quite the movie of the year after Harry Potter HBP. I can just feel it. Going to re-read New Moon soon and get ready for the December’s release. *Cries* I could have watch it on November only if I visit USA.
Woohoo!
Got this link from my friend. http://www.stumbleupon.com/s/#74cIew/bit.ly/askRN/ It's the latest New Moon trailer. I don't know if it's shown on MTV awards but anyway, it's totally awesome!!
Just watching it alone gives me the tingles. Oh my, it's just so gorgeous and I'm not talking about the actors. The visuals, the layout, the music, the action, the characters! Wow!
New plotlines were added into the original story but it seems fine. I'm not sure about the fight between Robert Pattinson and one of the Volturi guards (Felix, maybe). It will provide more action to the film definitely.
Love the red robes of the Volturi! The Volturi are quite nicely done. Jane is portrayed so wonderfully as I said before. Taylor as Jacob is great! I especially love the "visions" or "ghost" of 'Edward' that 'Bella' saw and hear whenever she did something dangerous.
One peeve. What's with the black or "metallic grey" Volvo?! It's quite ugly, to be blunt. I found out that the original Edward's car; a S60R is no longer in production which explains the lack of presence of it during Twilight the movie.
But, can't they find one that is at least silver in colour? Or better still, with their means; I don't think they can’t afford to rent a S60R Volvo from someone. From the C30 in Twilight the movie to a SC60 in New Moon and possibly Eclipse...
While that hardly warrant an outrage from fans, aren’t details to be paid attention to? If they say the colour of the car don’t matter, then what if they got Edward’s hair colour wrong? Or the Cullens’ eye colour and the Volturis’? Please it’s just details, you know, Forks don’t even have to be green. Details, details. To quote the Lex, the bat-mobile has gone purple. It’s like saying it’s ok for Bella to become a hippy.
Kristen Steward’s expressions seems to have improve a little. Most of the scenes still show her to be blank-faced. But the agony scene in bed is very lovely.
New Moon movie is definitely going to be quite the movie of the year after Harry Potter HBP. I can just feel it. Going to re-read New Moon soon and get ready for the December’s release. *Cries* I could have watch it on November only if I visit USA.
Woohoo!
Problem with Blogger
Problem with Blogger, again! How long has it been since I last complain about Blogger?
The last time something like this happened, I combed the net for solutions, and I ended up changing my proxy server. Voila! It worked.
But after some months (now), suddenly, I found that I can’t go online or log in my messenger at all. They told me that there’s something wrong with the proxy server, I distantly remembered changing it and I changed it back after much thinking.
However, once I changed back to the original proxy server, Blogger goes back to the same problem, no icons at all! No spell-check, no insert picture, no insert video, no colour selection, etc. Just plain old space to type. Arghhh! I’m so angry!
My cousin told me to use Blogger in draft and the icons are back, all expect spell-check. I relied heavily on spell-check. Where is spell-check?! I found out that the latest tool bar issued my blogger is without spell-check although there are many new features in this new tool bar. As such, I will have to use reliable Microsoft Word to type a draft first before copying over to Blogger.
The new colours by this new tool bar are kind of attractive though not that bright for me.
What a mess!
The last time something like this happened, I combed the net for solutions, and I ended up changing my proxy server. Voila! It worked.
But after some months (now), suddenly, I found that I can’t go online or log in my messenger at all. They told me that there’s something wrong with the proxy server, I distantly remembered changing it and I changed it back after much thinking.
However, once I changed back to the original proxy server, Blogger goes back to the same problem, no icons at all! No spell-check, no insert picture, no insert video, no colour selection, etc. Just plain old space to type. Arghhh! I’m so angry!
My cousin told me to use Blogger in draft and the icons are back, all expect spell-check. I relied heavily on spell-check. Where is spell-check?! I found out that the latest tool bar issued my blogger is without spell-check although there are many new features in this new tool bar. As such, I will have to use reliable Microsoft Word to type a draft first before copying over to Blogger.
The new colours by this new tool bar are kind of attractive though not that bright for me.
What a mess!
Thursday, September 10, 2009
Results for 2.1
Got my results for semester 2.1! Yeah!
I've waited for a day and more for it...
Good news for me! 3 As and 2 B+! Oh gods, thank you so much! I'm surprised that my cross-cultural psychology has an A! I never thought of that.
But, MBS is a little disappointing. B+ for overall means that my 40% of main exam did not do so well. Oh well, give a little, gain a little.
HRM is a B+ which is more than what I hope for. TNS is an A which is great! Business Finance is an A! This subject is the one which I worried the most.
Alright, my overall GPA for the 3 semesters is 3.67. A slight increase from the 3.63 in semester 1.2. Please don't fluctuate anymore.
I've waited for a day and more for it...
Good news for me! 3 As and 2 B+! Oh gods, thank you so much! I'm surprised that my cross-cultural psychology has an A! I never thought of that.
But, MBS is a little disappointing. B+ for overall means that my 40% of main exam did not do so well. Oh well, give a little, gain a little.
HRM is a B+ which is more than what I hope for. TNS is an A which is great! Business Finance is an A! This subject is the one which I worried the most.
Alright, my overall GPA for the 3 semesters is 3.67. A slight increase from the 3.63 in semester 1.2. Please don't fluctuate anymore.
I want that novel
Noooo!
Looks like I can't go to Borders or Kino next week. I should wait at least 2 weeks for the shipment to come in before spending money to make a trip to town and ended coming back home empty-handed.
I truly hate the bookstores in Singapore! @#$%*! And the libraries too!
I always envy those who can get books like this *with a snap of the fingers*.
I searched through Borders website in the US and Thirteen Chances by Cindy Miles is selling there. So is BarnesandNoble.com and amazon.com. Arghhh! I want that novel!
I can always ordered it through websites but it will take too long and I'm paranoid about people making off with the credit card number.
Singapore can be so stagnant in advancements...
Looks like I can't go to Borders or Kino next week. I should wait at least 2 weeks for the shipment to come in before spending money to make a trip to town and ended coming back home empty-handed.
I truly hate the bookstores in Singapore! @#$%*! And the libraries too!
I always envy those who can get books like this *with a snap of the fingers*.
I searched through Borders website in the US and Thirteen Chances by Cindy Miles is selling there. So is BarnesandNoble.com and amazon.com. Arghhh! I want that novel!
I can always ordered it through websites but it will take too long and I'm paranoid about people making off with the credit card number.
Singapore can be so stagnant in advancements...
Wednesday, September 09, 2009
Ramblings for the day
Aww, semester 2.1 results are not out yet. To think that I spent the whole day and evening waiting in anticipation over it.
It's actually coming out tomorrow officially, but for the past 2 semesters, the results always came out one day in advance.
Tomorrow then, it will be the day of reckoning. If I get 3 As out of 5 subjects, I'll treat myself with something I've been eyeing for. For the Slytherin tie, I guess I'll wait till next semester's results.
It's been some lazy afternoons for me. Gosh, work starts again tomorrow afternoon. Oh, what joy. I can't last without an afternoon nap.
My mother went for an eye operation on Tuesday. This means that she can't work or cook or do anything in general. Cooking dinners will be passed to me.
It's kind of alright. I can cook some simple dishes on my own. It's just that dinner will start later than usual.
Went to the library to try my luck in getting the books I want, namely books by Lynn Kurland. I managed to get one. Oh well, better than none. I've been so angry at Singapore's libraries for a long time.
Found out that Cindy Miles has released a new novel called Thirteen Chances! Arghh! I want it!
I thought that since it's a newly released novel, it should be available at Popular. But no, I should have known it a long time ago. I shall look for it at Borders or Kino next week. Giving them more time to import the novel in.
Wanted to buy this book called Men in White. It's about the PAP rise to power in Singapore and all about the leaders, especially Mr Lee Kuan Yew. The assistant told me that only today it will be sold as they are catering for the pre-orders first.
So, I went back today to get the book. Managed to get it and it's my favourite hard-cover. It cost $36 plus, after a 15% discount. Will start it soon, when I finished my novel.
Did a gradient nail design for myself today. After looking through some nail designs tutorials, I tried it out. I used a white base with purple, glitter nail varnish. It looks pretty good to me. Soon, I'll get my green glitter nail polish and do a Slytherin design.
Am ill again! Why?! Is it me or the weather?
I'm aching all over, blocked/runny nose, sore throat (again!). All that is missing is Fever. I'm feeling really pathetic now. *Sighs*
Hopefully, I'll be better tomorrow...
It's actually coming out tomorrow officially, but for the past 2 semesters, the results always came out one day in advance.
Tomorrow then, it will be the day of reckoning. If I get 3 As out of 5 subjects, I'll treat myself with something I've been eyeing for. For the Slytherin tie, I guess I'll wait till next semester's results.
It's been some lazy afternoons for me. Gosh, work starts again tomorrow afternoon. Oh, what joy. I can't last without an afternoon nap.
My mother went for an eye operation on Tuesday. This means that she can't work or cook or do anything in general. Cooking dinners will be passed to me.
It's kind of alright. I can cook some simple dishes on my own. It's just that dinner will start later than usual.
Went to the library to try my luck in getting the books I want, namely books by Lynn Kurland. I managed to get one. Oh well, better than none. I've been so angry at Singapore's libraries for a long time.
Found out that Cindy Miles has released a new novel called Thirteen Chances! Arghh! I want it!
I thought that since it's a newly released novel, it should be available at Popular. But no, I should have known it a long time ago. I shall look for it at Borders or Kino next week. Giving them more time to import the novel in.
Wanted to buy this book called Men in White. It's about the PAP rise to power in Singapore and all about the leaders, especially Mr Lee Kuan Yew. The assistant told me that only today it will be sold as they are catering for the pre-orders first.
So, I went back today to get the book. Managed to get it and it's my favourite hard-cover. It cost $36 plus, after a 15% discount. Will start it soon, when I finished my novel.
Did a gradient nail design for myself today. After looking through some nail designs tutorials, I tried it out. I used a white base with purple, glitter nail varnish. It looks pretty good to me. Soon, I'll get my green glitter nail polish and do a Slytherin design.
Am ill again! Why?! Is it me or the weather?
I'm aching all over, blocked/runny nose, sore throat (again!). All that is missing is Fever. I'm feeling really pathetic now. *Sighs*
Hopefully, I'll be better tomorrow...
Working for the first time
This came 1 week too late. I'm either too busy or have no mood to write anything.
On Thursday, 3rd of September. I, started working for the first time in my 18 years life.
I work at Kumon, a Japanese learning centre in which they use this "out-of the norm" method of teaching. Students will learn according to their pace and work on worksheets that are not based on school stuff.
I was once a student and both of my brothers are currently there so I think this is what it easier for me to enter as a marker.
I didn't even have to go for an interview. I expressed interest in the job and my brother helped me to ask the instructor-in-charge. I was half joking when I told my family this. I didn't realise my brother would really go and approach her. Thanks anyway!
I was told to speak with her informally and Voila!, I got the job.
On the first day, I was told to be there at 3pm, which the centre is not open yet. Another marker taught me the required stuff to mark the Maths worksheets first. Boy, was it a boring, repetitive task! By 4pm, I was squirming in my seat, desperate to get out.
Perfecting the art of drawing "100" has never been so tough! By a few hours, my back and neck area are aching like no tomorrow. Imagine confine to the chair, with not much space to move around, marking Maths worksheets and more worksheets with no breaks except for dinner.
This kind of job is not for me. I can't sit still for hours doing the same, old work.
7 hours past by, and thus my first day at work ended. I've never been so glad to get out and go home. I can't imagine doing this for months.
Luckily, Kumon only operates 4 days a week; Tuesday, Thursday, Friday and Saturday. I'm now currently working the 4 days until I know of my time-table for the next semester. The, I'll work for the days I'm most free.
I doubt that I'll be that free when semester 2.2 comes, because I'll taking 1 more subject than others. Oh well, we'll see. For certain, I'll be there on Saturdays.
Friday came and I dreaded going there. The centre is supposed to be open only at 5pm and closes at 9pm. But of course, things are never black-and-white. Students start arriving at 4pm and go home at only 10pm plus. Thus, we're stuck there until most students go home.
Marked more worksheets and my "100s" are more artistic.
The marking process goes something like this: Compare answers on the worksheet with the answer booklet, if all correct on both sides of a page, give a big "100", if not, underline the wrong answer, write your initials and the time taken to complete by the student on the worksheet, record the details on the student's record book (Eg, my initials, time taken, and the number of wrong answers or bad handwriting). Repeat the process. Oh, and you've got to be fast and steady.
One thing Kumon can improve is that they should use computer-based systems to store the students' data. Excel will be very useful here. How medieval, to record things by hands! Not only does it waste time, it also waste human resources. But, who am I to judge if they can provide jobs, right?
With answer booklets provided, things are much easier. But, one peeve, they expect the markers to know basic counting skills and so, no answer booklet is provided for 4A worksheets; the counting of dots.
Oh gods, I hate marking 4A worksheets! I'm going to groan silently if I saw one 4A worksheet again. The dots makes me dizzy and as a marker, I'm not supposed to mark wrongly. One or two questions on the number of dots are fine, but the whole 10 pages of worksheets are dots!
I had the chance of witnessing something funny on Friday afternoon. This little boy who I think is primary 2 came up to another marker and declined to do his assigned classwork. He began ranting when the marker told him to do it. "I hate Kumon!" "Kumon is stupid!" "What golden rules? Black rules more likely!" "I'm in primary 2 yet they expect me to primary 4 stuff!" "I hate this instructor!" "I failed the given exam and yet she still let me proceed to the next level."
Haha, I almost laugh at at his antics. I'm trying to wipe the smile off my face then. These are something I heard all the time at home. At that time, I was thinking, "Hmm, you'll make a fine pair with my brother. Together, you two will be a force."
My mother told me what will I do if that boy approach me. Well, for one, I don't anyone will approach me because I'm new there. And, to be cheeky, I'll edged him on and said "Oh yes, my brothers thought so too!"
Seriously speaking, I think Kumon is a waste of time and money. True, theoretically, it's supposed to be better as it caters to a student's pace in learning. But, in the real world, nothing is based on theory.
If you have trouble doing your worksheets, you'll be stuck there till you improve. If you get an answer wrong, they expect you to know your mistake without explaining anything to you. How are you going to learn if you don't even understand where is wrong? As a former student there, I understand their plight and difficulties.
I remembered the times when I got so frustrated at the endless fraction sums I had to do that I took forever to complete and doodles aimlessly on the worksheets. In the end, using PSLE as a reason, I quited Kumon.
Kumon is only suitable for young kids before they enter primary school, I felt. By the time they enter primary school, they will be able to count without using fingers and toes and their English reading skills will be quite good. However, after that, tuition for school topics makes more sense because it will help them in their actual school work.
Working for 3 days there has made me seen my fair share of things. Bad handwriting, wrong answers for the whole worksheets, etc. I did a double turn when I marked one worksheet that has all the wrong answers and that person's level is quite high. I wonder what was he/she doing.
I'll be getting a monthly pay (Oh no!), and the rate is $5 per hour. It's quite little actually. I have thought the rate will be like $6 or $7. It's the same rate as McDonald's!
I've to admit though, it's a cushy job, literally. I get to sit until my butt hurts. All I have to do is to mark worksheets. I don't have to report to anyone of import in a sense. $5 per hour is quite good, according to my parents. I have to contribute 14% to my CPF account too! How much can I contribute anyway?
I've been thinking, the 'probation' period is 3 months, which semester 2.2 would have started. I assume I'd work till 3 months is over, since that's the requirements. And if I'm not coping well, I'll have to end the job when 3 months is up before my GPA falls. Besides, year 3 is going to be a blast, like a rocket. I won't have time to do things like this.
Work. What is work? It's nothing but a means of earning cash. Putting in 100% is mandatory, this I understand and will do. 101%? No thanks. Working is getting the experience you need to climb up the ladder and earn more cash to acquire the things you need and want. Working is about surviving. Nothing more, nothing less.
Is my attitude right for someone so young and barely out in the workforce? I don't know for sure. My thinking is, I'll do my best in what is required of me but to put in more, I will not. Unless, I'm the one who is the boss of the business.
Adieu for now.
On Thursday, 3rd of September. I, started working for the first time in my 18 years life.
I work at Kumon, a Japanese learning centre in which they use this "out-of the norm" method of teaching. Students will learn according to their pace and work on worksheets that are not based on school stuff.
I was once a student and both of my brothers are currently there so I think this is what it easier for me to enter as a marker.
I didn't even have to go for an interview. I expressed interest in the job and my brother helped me to ask the instructor-in-charge. I was half joking when I told my family this. I didn't realise my brother would really go and approach her. Thanks anyway!
I was told to speak with her informally and Voila!, I got the job.
On the first day, I was told to be there at 3pm, which the centre is not open yet. Another marker taught me the required stuff to mark the Maths worksheets first. Boy, was it a boring, repetitive task! By 4pm, I was squirming in my seat, desperate to get out.
Perfecting the art of drawing "100" has never been so tough! By a few hours, my back and neck area are aching like no tomorrow. Imagine confine to the chair, with not much space to move around, marking Maths worksheets and more worksheets with no breaks except for dinner.
This kind of job is not for me. I can't sit still for hours doing the same, old work.
7 hours past by, and thus my first day at work ended. I've never been so glad to get out and go home. I can't imagine doing this for months.
Luckily, Kumon only operates 4 days a week; Tuesday, Thursday, Friday and Saturday. I'm now currently working the 4 days until I know of my time-table for the next semester. The, I'll work for the days I'm most free.
I doubt that I'll be that free when semester 2.2 comes, because I'll taking 1 more subject than others. Oh well, we'll see. For certain, I'll be there on Saturdays.
Friday came and I dreaded going there. The centre is supposed to be open only at 5pm and closes at 9pm. But of course, things are never black-and-white. Students start arriving at 4pm and go home at only 10pm plus. Thus, we're stuck there until most students go home.
Marked more worksheets and my "100s" are more artistic.
The marking process goes something like this: Compare answers on the worksheet with the answer booklet, if all correct on both sides of a page, give a big "100", if not, underline the wrong answer, write your initials and the time taken to complete by the student on the worksheet, record the details on the student's record book (Eg, my initials, time taken, and the number of wrong answers or bad handwriting). Repeat the process. Oh, and you've got to be fast and steady.
One thing Kumon can improve is that they should use computer-based systems to store the students' data. Excel will be very useful here. How medieval, to record things by hands! Not only does it waste time, it also waste human resources. But, who am I to judge if they can provide jobs, right?
With answer booklets provided, things are much easier. But, one peeve, they expect the markers to know basic counting skills and so, no answer booklet is provided for 4A worksheets; the counting of dots.
Oh gods, I hate marking 4A worksheets! I'm going to groan silently if I saw one 4A worksheet again. The dots makes me dizzy and as a marker, I'm not supposed to mark wrongly. One or two questions on the number of dots are fine, but the whole 10 pages of worksheets are dots!
I had the chance of witnessing something funny on Friday afternoon. This little boy who I think is primary 2 came up to another marker and declined to do his assigned classwork. He began ranting when the marker told him to do it. "I hate Kumon!" "Kumon is stupid!" "What golden rules? Black rules more likely!" "I'm in primary 2 yet they expect me to primary 4 stuff!" "I hate this instructor!" "I failed the given exam and yet she still let me proceed to the next level."
Haha, I almost laugh at at his antics. I'm trying to wipe the smile off my face then. These are something I heard all the time at home. At that time, I was thinking, "Hmm, you'll make a fine pair with my brother. Together, you two will be a force."
My mother told me what will I do if that boy approach me. Well, for one, I don't anyone will approach me because I'm new there. And, to be cheeky, I'll edged him on and said "Oh yes, my brothers thought so too!"
Seriously speaking, I think Kumon is a waste of time and money. True, theoretically, it's supposed to be better as it caters to a student's pace in learning. But, in the real world, nothing is based on theory.
If you have trouble doing your worksheets, you'll be stuck there till you improve. If you get an answer wrong, they expect you to know your mistake without explaining anything to you. How are you going to learn if you don't even understand where is wrong? As a former student there, I understand their plight and difficulties.
I remembered the times when I got so frustrated at the endless fraction sums I had to do that I took forever to complete and doodles aimlessly on the worksheets. In the end, using PSLE as a reason, I quited Kumon.
Kumon is only suitable for young kids before they enter primary school, I felt. By the time they enter primary school, they will be able to count without using fingers and toes and their English reading skills will be quite good. However, after that, tuition for school topics makes more sense because it will help them in their actual school work.
Working for 3 days there has made me seen my fair share of things. Bad handwriting, wrong answers for the whole worksheets, etc. I did a double turn when I marked one worksheet that has all the wrong answers and that person's level is quite high. I wonder what was he/she doing.
I'll be getting a monthly pay (Oh no!), and the rate is $5 per hour. It's quite little actually. I have thought the rate will be like $6 or $7. It's the same rate as McDonald's!
I've to admit though, it's a cushy job, literally. I get to sit until my butt hurts. All I have to do is to mark worksheets. I don't have to report to anyone of import in a sense. $5 per hour is quite good, according to my parents. I have to contribute 14% to my CPF account too! How much can I contribute anyway?
I've been thinking, the 'probation' period is 3 months, which semester 2.2 would have started. I assume I'd work till 3 months is over, since that's the requirements. And if I'm not coping well, I'll have to end the job when 3 months is up before my GPA falls. Besides, year 3 is going to be a blast, like a rocket. I won't have time to do things like this.
Work. What is work? It's nothing but a means of earning cash. Putting in 100% is mandatory, this I understand and will do. 101%? No thanks. Working is getting the experience you need to climb up the ladder and earn more cash to acquire the things you need and want. Working is about surviving. Nothing more, nothing less.
Is my attitude right for someone so young and barely out in the workforce? I don't know for sure. My thinking is, I'll do my best in what is required of me but to put in more, I will not. Unless, I'm the one who is the boss of the business.
Adieu for now.
Monday, September 07, 2009
Poly class BBQ
Wednesday:Met up with my Poly friends at Downtown East for the class chalet cum BBQ. I've to admit, this is the first time I went for a class BBQ for a Poly class.
Supposed to check in at 2pm, but, due to unexpected circumstances, we went in at only about 5 plus.
Started the fire quite smoothly and the girls just did the work since the guys came later. Ahh well, it's been long since I ate BBQ food. Most of the food were ordered in from the BBQ wholesaler. We only had to get drinks and some more food from the supermarket.
By 7 plus, most of the food were finished and we went up to the room. It's small and on the second floor located to the far end. A distance from the BBQ pit so it was not quite ideal.
They played drinking game but I didn't participate.
At around 9 plus, I went home by bus because I will start working on Thursday afternoon.
Thursday, September 03, 2009
Movie outing
Wednesday:
Going for a movie outing with cousins and brothers. We're watching UP at Marina Square.
Bought the tickets first and went for lunch at KFC.
I thought the cinema will be quite empty but no, it's filled up with young children and their parents.
UP is a very touching movie, and I cried. Not a big deal since I cried at practically every movie. The dedication of the old man to his wife is so touching.
Had a dentist appointment in the evening so we went off.
Going for a movie outing with cousins and brothers. We're watching UP at Marina Square.
Bought the tickets first and went for lunch at KFC.
I thought the cinema will be quite empty but no, it's filled up with young children and their parents.
UP is a very touching movie, and I cried. Not a big deal since I cried at practically every movie. The dedication of the old man to his wife is so touching.
Had a dentist appointment in the evening so we went off.
TNS 2 & 3
Day 2 (Sunday):
Woke up to a rainy morning. I silently (OK, not so silently) cheered at the prospect of it. I would meant that we'll get to stay indoors right? Wrong!
At around 10.45, with 15 minutes to spare before McDonald's breakfast orders close, we ordered breakfast to be delivered to us. I was really hungry since last night.
After a nice breakfast, we were told to get ready for the continuation of the visits to the Little India. I think most of us are reluctant to do so. We thought we could evade it, but can't, obviously.
Most people just want to stay in the apartments instead of going to these places. And if the teachers wanted our opinions, they should respect it. What's the point of asking if there is only one choice?
I get that this is a school-organised event to get to know the cultural side of things, but this is supposed to be an informal event. That's why my mood turn bad when I saw the itinerary in the 1st place.
Took the bus to little India and walked around in the rain. It's Sunday, and it's raining. Little India was filled with people and worst, it's raining. Did I mention raining?
After one big round, we still went back to the Indian shop for our lunch. I'm not a fan of Indian dishes so I shared with my friend. So, it was oily, too oily to do good...
Took the MRT to Bugis and through the crowded Bugis street and to 四马路观音庙 to do god knows what. In the end, we just sat there for an hour plus and stoned. My mood was not any better and it will get worst in other circumstances. But, I tried to control it.
Left for Payar Lebar where we were supposed to gather at 6.30pm to go to Geylang Serai Market. It's like this huge bazaar except that it filled with people and smoke and goods. I can't stand crowds nor smoke so together with some friends, we went in for a turn before coming out.
Didn't get anything from there. Had takeaway subway for dinner. This was my second subway in 2 days. Then, we went off first. I can hardly wait to go back to the apartments.
Decided to take bus 69 from Bedok interchange. Seems like a bad idea because the bus took so long to come. I timed, it was like 15 minutes. At last, on the way back!
Played the second challenge "Who wants to be a Slumdog Millionaire" in the empty UK room. Some of us were still wanting to go there and bathe in hot water before they start but we bathed after. Basically, we had to prepare questions for the other teams regarding the country of our room.
In the morning, we had fun picking out facts from wikipedia and making up wrong answers. We made it pretty tricky.
Germany's questions were a laugh. India got first in the second challenge and we, the "Japanese" got second.
The other people and the teachers went for movie in the lecture hall but I didn't go with them. I was already cranky and wanted to take a nice, hot shower before relaxing.
Went Caltex again with those who didn't go for the movie. Bought breakfast for tomorrow.
Slept at about 2am.
Day 3 (Monday):
Hooray! Was ready to go back home!
Woke at around 9 plus, I think. The others were still asleep because they came back late. Had disgusting cup-noodles and milo for breakfast. I really hate the taste of cup-noodles. It's vile.
Saw the third challenge. It was dancing related to the assigned country. Wanted to forfeit along with others. But, all the same, we searched for it via youtube. There's the traditional Geisha dance, the robot dance, the ParaPara etc.
It was free and easy for us until 4pm. Much as I wanted to go back to Orchid Park Sec during this year Teachers' Day celebrations, I can't because of they ended quite early. *Sighs* next year then.
Decided to go for the long awaited movie: The Proposal. At about 12.45pm, we went to wake the others from other rooms to see if they wanted to go.
10 of the girls went and there were so many people, mainly school-children in the cinema. The Proposal is a hilarious movie! Had a great time watching it.
We thought we'll be late for the challenge since the movie ended after 4pm and we had to take a bus back. However, the challenge was pushed back as always.
It was nearly 5pm when it finally started. Before that, packed up our luggage and took some group photos.
Our group decided to do the Visa commercial dance who took a leaf out of the book from "Where the hell is Matt?". It has a deeper meaning than just the Visa advertisement. In "Where the hell is Matt?", he visited many countries and dance a jig. It's transnational, we said.
Haha, after 3 challenges, Japan was in second place with Israel in the first.
Then, came the dreaded part. I had to lug my luggage from one end to the main entrance which is like one stop bus-stop away because I'll need to return the DVD I borrowed. I was huffing and puffing along the way.
With my father's car in sight, I hurried to deposit my stuff from my hands.
And, I'm backed home with my beloved bed and bigger bathing space. Home-cooked meals are the best.
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Overall, it's been an experience to have. The room-mates are lovely too. But, I can't see myself living there for 3 weeks without losing my temper. I was in very low humor on the second day. If with other people, I'd have snapped at them.
So glad, that it's just 3 days and is informal.
Woke up to a rainy morning. I silently (OK, not so silently) cheered at the prospect of it. I would meant that we'll get to stay indoors right? Wrong!
At around 10.45, with 15 minutes to spare before McDonald's breakfast orders close, we ordered breakfast to be delivered to us. I was really hungry since last night.
After a nice breakfast, we were told to get ready for the continuation of the visits to the Little India. I think most of us are reluctant to do so. We thought we could evade it, but can't, obviously.
Most people just want to stay in the apartments instead of going to these places. And if the teachers wanted our opinions, they should respect it. What's the point of asking if there is only one choice?
I get that this is a school-organised event to get to know the cultural side of things, but this is supposed to be an informal event. That's why my mood turn bad when I saw the itinerary in the 1st place.
Took the bus to little India and walked around in the rain. It's Sunday, and it's raining. Little India was filled with people and worst, it's raining. Did I mention raining?
After one big round, we still went back to the Indian shop for our lunch. I'm not a fan of Indian dishes so I shared with my friend. So, it was oily, too oily to do good...
Took the MRT to Bugis and through the crowded Bugis street and to 四马路观音庙 to do god knows what. In the end, we just sat there for an hour plus and stoned. My mood was not any better and it will get worst in other circumstances. But, I tried to control it.
Left for Payar Lebar where we were supposed to gather at 6.30pm to go to Geylang Serai Market. It's like this huge bazaar except that it filled with people and smoke and goods. I can't stand crowds nor smoke so together with some friends, we went in for a turn before coming out.
Didn't get anything from there. Had takeaway subway for dinner. This was my second subway in 2 days. Then, we went off first. I can hardly wait to go back to the apartments.
Decided to take bus 69 from Bedok interchange. Seems like a bad idea because the bus took so long to come. I timed, it was like 15 minutes. At last, on the way back!
Played the second challenge "Who wants to be a Slumdog Millionaire" in the empty UK room. Some of us were still wanting to go there and bathe in hot water before they start but we bathed after. Basically, we had to prepare questions for the other teams regarding the country of our room.
In the morning, we had fun picking out facts from wikipedia and making up wrong answers. We made it pretty tricky.
Germany's questions were a laugh. India got first in the second challenge and we, the "Japanese" got second.
The other people and the teachers went for movie in the lecture hall but I didn't go with them. I was already cranky and wanted to take a nice, hot shower before relaxing.
Went Caltex again with those who didn't go for the movie. Bought breakfast for tomorrow.
Slept at about 2am.
Day 3 (Monday):
Hooray! Was ready to go back home!
Woke at around 9 plus, I think. The others were still asleep because they came back late. Had disgusting cup-noodles and milo for breakfast. I really hate the taste of cup-noodles. It's vile.
Saw the third challenge. It was dancing related to the assigned country. Wanted to forfeit along with others. But, all the same, we searched for it via youtube. There's the traditional Geisha dance, the robot dance, the ParaPara etc.
It was free and easy for us until 4pm. Much as I wanted to go back to Orchid Park Sec during this year Teachers' Day celebrations, I can't because of they ended quite early. *Sighs* next year then.
Decided to go for the long awaited movie: The Proposal. At about 12.45pm, we went to wake the others from other rooms to see if they wanted to go.
10 of the girls went and there were so many people, mainly school-children in the cinema. The Proposal is a hilarious movie! Had a great time watching it.
We thought we'll be late for the challenge since the movie ended after 4pm and we had to take a bus back. However, the challenge was pushed back as always.
It was nearly 5pm when it finally started. Before that, packed up our luggage and took some group photos.
Our group decided to do the Visa commercial dance who took a leaf out of the book from "Where the hell is Matt?". It has a deeper meaning than just the Visa advertisement. In "Where the hell is Matt?", he visited many countries and dance a jig. It's transnational, we said.
Haha, after 3 challenges, Japan was in second place with Israel in the first.
Then, came the dreaded part. I had to lug my luggage from one end to the main entrance which is like one stop bus-stop away because I'll need to return the DVD I borrowed. I was huffing and puffing along the way.
With my father's car in sight, I hurried to deposit my stuff from my hands.
And, I'm backed home with my beloved bed and bigger bathing space. Home-cooked meals are the best.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Overall, it's been an experience to have. The room-mates are lovely too. But, I can't see myself living there for 3 weeks without losing my temper. I was in very low humor on the second day. If with other people, I'd have snapped at them.
So glad, that it's just 3 days and is informal.
Tuesday, September 01, 2009
TNS day 1
Day 1 (Saturday):
My father drove me to school as I was carrying a lot of stuff for the 3 day stay in the apartments at school. I met up with my friend to borrow DVDs in the library before lugging our luggage over to the apartments.
Draw lots for the roommates. Well, I know most of them anyway. Only 3 rooms will be occupied instead of 4. The country we got was Japan.
Moved in. It's hot and dusty. Immediately, I switched on all the air-cons in the bedrooms to 16 Degrees Celsius and put the fan on high. It's really too bad the living room has no air-con.
Saw our 1st challenge. We had to prepare a dish from the country we got, which was Japan in our case. It's so much easier to prepare than the fare from Israel and France. At least we didn't have to research.
Went to Tampines 1 for lunch and to buy the necessary ingredients for the Japanese curry and miso soup. It's all instant, except for the chicken, potatoes and carrots.
After that, left for Lucky Plaza via the Express bus service in which we have to pay $2 plus. And because there was so many people, there isn't any seats for us. Well, isn't that dandy?
We had to "infuse" ourselves in the "culture" and took some pictures. Took another bus to the Peranakan Museum. I liked this part the best. It's really insightful to see the cultural side of the Peranakans. Had fun embossing pictures on the paper too. The designs are really beautiful!
A few of us decided to cab back because of the heat and the crowds. No way am I going to waste money on a bus, standing no less for half an hour. I rather spend a little more, comfortable in a taxi. Apparently, some of us had the same idea.
Reached first and started cooking. Found out the stoves don't work and the hot-plate too. So, we used the one in the empty UK room. It took too long to boil the water on hot-plate and we had a good idea. To boil the water in the kettle and used it to cook the chicken pieces. The cooking was quite a success.
Finally, after everything was done, we took the pots and some cutlery to the BBQ pit. The Israel team were already there. They prepared chicken wraps. The French team prepared garlic soup and French toast. The teachers started their grading and tasting since the guys' teams (Germany and India) were late.
And that was our supposedly dinner. Knowing me, however, I just ended up eating some rice and miso soup. I did try the sausages too. The BBQ, in the last minute, was cancelled.
Went to opposite petrol station for some food. We wanted to go for a midnight movie but didn't.
I brought Love Actually the uncut version there because my friend asked me to. Got all of them excited over the uncensored parts. Haha, however, they were not fated to watch it as it would not start in all the laptops. We tried and tried to no avail. Ahh, they were disappointed.
Bathed in cold water since the heater was spoilt. Slept at around 2 plus and woke up at 4 plus because of the air-con. It's really, really cold despite me setting it to 25 Degrees Celsius and a low fan. I wore long pants, jacket and socks with a holey blanket.
So, I woke up around 4 plus since I can't stand it. Felt quite awake then. Went online for a while and went to bed in another room at about 5 plus. Slept till 7 plus and woke again. During the dawn, I switched off the air-con completely.
My father drove me to school as I was carrying a lot of stuff for the 3 day stay in the apartments at school. I met up with my friend to borrow DVDs in the library before lugging our luggage over to the apartments.
Draw lots for the roommates. Well, I know most of them anyway. Only 3 rooms will be occupied instead of 4. The country we got was Japan.
Moved in. It's hot and dusty. Immediately, I switched on all the air-cons in the bedrooms to 16 Degrees Celsius and put the fan on high. It's really too bad the living room has no air-con.
Saw our 1st challenge. We had to prepare a dish from the country we got, which was Japan in our case. It's so much easier to prepare than the fare from Israel and France. At least we didn't have to research.
Went to Tampines 1 for lunch and to buy the necessary ingredients for the Japanese curry and miso soup. It's all instant, except for the chicken, potatoes and carrots.
After that, left for Lucky Plaza via the Express bus service in which we have to pay $2 plus. And because there was so many people, there isn't any seats for us. Well, isn't that dandy?
We had to "infuse" ourselves in the "culture" and took some pictures. Took another bus to the Peranakan Museum. I liked this part the best. It's really insightful to see the cultural side of the Peranakans. Had fun embossing pictures on the paper too. The designs are really beautiful!
A few of us decided to cab back because of the heat and the crowds. No way am I going to waste money on a bus, standing no less for half an hour. I rather spend a little more, comfortable in a taxi. Apparently, some of us had the same idea.
Reached first and started cooking. Found out the stoves don't work and the hot-plate too. So, we used the one in the empty UK room. It took too long to boil the water on hot-plate and we had a good idea. To boil the water in the kettle and used it to cook the chicken pieces. The cooking was quite a success.
Finally, after everything was done, we took the pots and some cutlery to the BBQ pit. The Israel team were already there. They prepared chicken wraps. The French team prepared garlic soup and French toast. The teachers started their grading and tasting since the guys' teams (Germany and India) were late.
And that was our supposedly dinner. Knowing me, however, I just ended up eating some rice and miso soup. I did try the sausages too. The BBQ, in the last minute, was cancelled.
Went to opposite petrol station for some food. We wanted to go for a midnight movie but didn't.
I brought Love Actually the uncut version there because my friend asked me to. Got all of them excited over the uncensored parts. Haha, however, they were not fated to watch it as it would not start in all the laptops. We tried and tried to no avail. Ahh, they were disappointed.
Bathed in cold water since the heater was spoilt. Slept at around 2 plus and woke up at 4 plus because of the air-con. It's really, really cold despite me setting it to 25 Degrees Celsius and a low fan. I wore long pants, jacket and socks with a holey blanket.
So, I woke up around 4 plus since I can't stand it. Felt quite awake then. Went online for a while and went to bed in another room at about 5 plus. Slept till 7 plus and woke again. During the dawn, I switched off the air-con completely.
TNS
Ahh, where to begin? I'm in no mood to write anything now so inspiration will have to hit me before I'll update about the TNS 3-day-stay.
That will be tonight, I suppose.
Seriously, I've no time. Tomorrow I'll "leaving home" again. Sigh, you think I want this?!
A short and and bittersweet summary: It had been an experience to have, indeed. There are good moments, and even more bad moments.
I'm so thankful for the H1N1 flu to cut short the original 3 weeks stay. If 3 days has been a downward spiral, what will 3 weeks be? Hellish, I think.
I'll continue when I return from another movie outing! Yay!
That will be tonight, I suppose.
Seriously, I've no time. Tomorrow I'll "leaving home" again. Sigh, you think I want this?!
A short and and bittersweet summary: It had been an experience to have, indeed. There are good moments, and even more bad moments.
I'm so thankful for the H1N1 flu to cut short the original 3 weeks stay. If 3 days has been a downward spiral, what will 3 weeks be? Hellish, I think.
I'll continue when I return from another movie outing! Yay!
Sunday, August 30, 2009
Friday, August 28, 2009
Of holidays & Scotland
Yes, I know I didn't have time to update on the last post about the Volturi pictures. Well, that's going to wait until I reach home on Monday.
Was packing for the TNS 3 day stay in school starting tomorrow. *Sighs* It's like leaving home. What a hassle! I'm the kind of person who have lots of toiletries to take along and must have this and that.
I'm taking a sling-bag of clothes and towel, a backpack for the other stuff and a laptop bag.
Went to Borders first and Kinokuiya at Orchard area with a friend. I cna't find the novel I'm looking for! I'm kind of disappointed in Borders. It let me down, again and again.
In the end, I did buy one of Lynn Kurland's novel. I'm thinking about whether I should just ask them to pre-order it for me. When I have the time in the next few weeks, I'll make a trip down again.
I didn't even have time for myself! I want to rant on it. It's the holidays, why am I having all sort of activities?! Holiday is for me to enjoy and to relax!
My idea of relaxing is to curl up with a nice novel, music wafting by, and maybe some ice-cream to go by. Add Autumn breeze and the smell of lovely country-side to that and I'll have the perfect vacation. Too bad, this is Singapore.
Can't wait to make a trip to the Scotland Highlands. All these books about the wilderness and wonderfulness of the Highlands makes me swoon. The native language too. Scotland has moved up in the place of "a must to visit" countries in my list. Europe remains the top destination to go. But maybe, just maybe, Scotland and England will be my destination to go to first. Afterall, the exchange-rate is better?
Will stop here now.
Was packing for the TNS 3 day stay in school starting tomorrow. *Sighs* It's like leaving home. What a hassle! I'm the kind of person who have lots of toiletries to take along and must have this and that.
I'm taking a sling-bag of clothes and towel, a backpack for the other stuff and a laptop bag.
Went to Borders first and Kinokuiya at Orchard area with a friend. I cna't find the novel I'm looking for! I'm kind of disappointed in Borders. It let me down, again and again.
In the end, I did buy one of Lynn Kurland's novel. I'm thinking about whether I should just ask them to pre-order it for me. When I have the time in the next few weeks, I'll make a trip down again.
I didn't even have time for myself! I want to rant on it. It's the holidays, why am I having all sort of activities?! Holiday is for me to enjoy and to relax!
My idea of relaxing is to curl up with a nice novel, music wafting by, and maybe some ice-cream to go by. Add Autumn breeze and the smell of lovely country-side to that and I'll have the perfect vacation. Too bad, this is Singapore.
Can't wait to make a trip to the Scotland Highlands. All these books about the wilderness and wonderfulness of the Highlands makes me swoon. The native language too. Scotland has moved up in the place of "a must to visit" countries in my list. Europe remains the top destination to go. But maybe, just maybe, Scotland and England will be my destination to go to first. Afterall, the exchange-rate is better?
Will stop here now.
Volturi Revealed
I am speechless when I saw these pictures of the Volturi for the upcoming New Moon movie.
They are really well done, in terms of make-up, dress-code, background effects. True, I'm not that satisfied with all of them but let's wait till the movie to pass a judgement.
For now, I can say that Chris Weitz has out-done himself and will give New Moon the boost it needs. Thank you so much!
Alec (Cameron Bright)
Caius (Jamie Campbell Bower)
Aro (Michael Sheen)
Jane (Dakota Fanning)
They are really well done, in terms of make-up, dress-code, background effects. True, I'm not that satisfied with all of them but let's wait till the movie to pass a judgement.
For now, I can say that Chris Weitz has out-done himself and will give New Moon the boost it needs. Thank you so much!
Alec (Cameron Bright)
Caius (Jamie Campbell Bower)
Aro (Michael Sheen)
Jane (Dakota Fanning)
Marcus ( Christopher Heyerdahl)
I'll post my views later. My favourite remains to be Jane, as portrayed by Dakota Fanning. Innocent yet sinister.
Thursday, August 27, 2009
Of exams and holidays
Looking back at the last 3 days, it has been some brain cells-frying days.
Seriously, MBS paper was quite tricky in a way the MCQs were like crap. Options are A and B are correct, A and C and D are correct etc, should only appear at least twice. But no, it has to be for most questions.
I know that A is definitely correct, but am not sure about the rest, how in the world am I going to answer these MCQs? In the end, I just used my intelligence thinking.
B+ should be alright, I really hope.
HRM paper was quite easy though. My hand cramped and my handwriting was bad. The 'S' looks like a wriggle or a 'C' by the time I did the short-essays. Like any other paper, I did not remembered everything but I tried my best.
Today's Business Finance is a killer, for my body and my mind. Adrenaline just pumped into my blood as minutes ticked by and I had a panic attack last night. I slept around 12 plus because I was looking through past year papers.
This is the first time I did something like that because I desperately want to get an A. Not B or B+.
The paper was OK overall. I didn't remembered everything but did some trial-and-error. In my sub-conscious, I knew that this is over that, just not sure enough.
Oh well, 2.1 grades will be out on 10th September. Wow, I can hardly wait. I'll be dreading and anticipating it at the same time. 2 As, 2 B+ and 1 B is the target if I want to maintain my GPA of 6.3.
I promise myself if I get my targeted grades for 2.1 and 2.2, I'll purchase the Slytherin tie I've been wanting. It's clearly a want for I've no use for a tie, I don't even use tie as an accessory. I need an incentive to get the tie from USA and wear it for the premier of Deathly Hallows part 1 and 2. It's so lovely but extravagant.
Now that holidays are here, I have lots of things to do. Went to the library on my way home. Finally, I can replenish my brain cells by doing light reading.
I was not in a good mood earlier after seeing the TNS 3-day-stay itinerary. Suddenly, I don't feel like attending it. Gods knows what I'm thinking when I submit the form.
Maybe, it's due to the fact that I want to visit my secondary school on Monday because of teachers' day celebrations, but I'll need to get permission to leave early from the stay. Besides, I'll need to get friends to return with me. *Sighs*, this is enough to give me a bad mood and a headache. I really want to go back... Or maybe it's because I just don't like having to draw lots for room-mates. For goodness sake, this is an informal event.
Then again, perhaps, I shouldn't read too much into it.
My first week of holiday is packed full of stuff. Tomorrow I'm going to Borders with a friend. On Saturday, I'll be going for the TNS. On Wednesday, I'll be attending the class chalet. On Thursday, I'll be going to start work.
Not sure I like my holidays to be productive. I'd rather be a jellyfish for that short while.
Seriously, MBS paper was quite tricky in a way the MCQs were like crap. Options are A and B are correct, A and C and D are correct etc, should only appear at least twice. But no, it has to be for most questions.
I know that A is definitely correct, but am not sure about the rest, how in the world am I going to answer these MCQs? In the end, I just used my intelligence thinking.
B+ should be alright, I really hope.
HRM paper was quite easy though. My hand cramped and my handwriting was bad. The 'S' looks like a wriggle or a 'C' by the time I did the short-essays. Like any other paper, I did not remembered everything but I tried my best.
Today's Business Finance is a killer, for my body and my mind. Adrenaline just pumped into my blood as minutes ticked by and I had a panic attack last night. I slept around 12 plus because I was looking through past year papers.
This is the first time I did something like that because I desperately want to get an A. Not B or B+.
The paper was OK overall. I didn't remembered everything but did some trial-and-error. In my sub-conscious, I knew that this is over that, just not sure enough.
Oh well, 2.1 grades will be out on 10th September. Wow, I can hardly wait. I'll be dreading and anticipating it at the same time. 2 As, 2 B+ and 1 B is the target if I want to maintain my GPA of 6.3.
I promise myself if I get my targeted grades for 2.1 and 2.2, I'll purchase the Slytherin tie I've been wanting. It's clearly a want for I've no use for a tie, I don't even use tie as an accessory. I need an incentive to get the tie from USA and wear it for the premier of Deathly Hallows part 1 and 2. It's so lovely but extravagant.
Now that holidays are here, I have lots of things to do. Went to the library on my way home. Finally, I can replenish my brain cells by doing light reading.
I was not in a good mood earlier after seeing the TNS 3-day-stay itinerary. Suddenly, I don't feel like attending it. Gods knows what I'm thinking when I submit the form.
Maybe, it's due to the fact that I want to visit my secondary school on Monday because of teachers' day celebrations, but I'll need to get permission to leave early from the stay. Besides, I'll need to get friends to return with me. *Sighs*, this is enough to give me a bad mood and a headache. I really want to go back... Or maybe it's because I just don't like having to draw lots for room-mates. For goodness sake, this is an informal event.
Then again, perhaps, I shouldn't read too much into it.
My first week of holiday is packed full of stuff. Tomorrow I'm going to Borders with a friend. On Saturday, I'll be going for the TNS. On Wednesday, I'll be attending the class chalet. On Thursday, I'll be going to start work.
Not sure I like my holidays to be productive. I'd rather be a jellyfish for that short while.
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
SOS
Desperately needing 2 hours worth of Felix Felicis to last me through the last exam for this semester!
Business Finance is one subject I love to hate or should it me hate to love. In any case, I love this subject with a fierce hatred because I desperately want to get an A for it.
Going to sleep on it now. All the best to me.
Business Finance is one subject I love to hate or should it me hate to love. In any case, I love this subject with a fierce hatred because I desperately want to get an A for it.
Going to sleep on it now. All the best to me.
Monday, August 24, 2009
Screw you, MBS
It's not about passing, it's about scoring.
C'mon, if my goal is to pass my exams, I'm already there.
No, it's about maintaining my As and getting at least a B for those subjects which I don't really like.
The study week had passed, I can say that this time, I started earlier in my revision. But, whether that is the indication I will do better, I can't say for sure. My mind seems blank! The thing I studied a few days ago seems wipe from my mind!
Screw you, MBS! I really tried my best, but I've no confidence in doing the exam. I want to get an A, but I'll make do with a B+.
I've nothing more to say now except prayers.
C'mon, if my goal is to pass my exams, I'm already there.
No, it's about maintaining my As and getting at least a B for those subjects which I don't really like.
The study week had passed, I can say that this time, I started earlier in my revision. But, whether that is the indication I will do better, I can't say for sure. My mind seems blank! The thing I studied a few days ago seems wipe from my mind!
Screw you, MBS! I really tried my best, but I've no confidence in doing the exam. I want to get an A, but I'll make do with a B+.
I've nothing more to say now except prayers.
Thursday, August 20, 2009
Ill
4th day of the study week. This 4 days were just great, note my sarcasm.
On Monday, my brother remained ill so I took him to the doctor. He did the H1N1 test, and it came out positive. Oh joy. 10 days MC for him. Spent almost $160 on the fees. Thus, the quarantine began.
At night, I got ill too. A bad sore throat. I went to the doctor the next day on my own. The administrator thought I had it too. But, as long as I don't have fever or other symptoms, I should be quite safe.
Then, my illness got worst. I had blocked nose and felt aches all over my body. I think it should be like dengue, only milder. I felt lethargic too.
3rd day remains the same. Took my temperature and it hovered around 37.1. Slept through my afternoon after taking the cocktail of pills. Pill for block nose, antibiotics for sore throat, pills for pain. Add barley water, herbal tea and cups of water to that list.
And for some weird reason, I cried. I felt lost and pathetic. It's been ages since I had been this ill. H1N1 must be potent, indeed.
My nose is still blocked as I'm typing this.
OK, this is the worst study break ever. I can't even study much due to my illness. I did toy with the idea of getting H1N1 because then, I can achieve the fullest potential when I'm ready.
This is just wrong. It's like hanging off a cliff. Nether here or there.
On one hand, let's say I've H1N1. Pro 1: I will not be able to take exams next week. Con 1: I'll not be able to fulfill my plans; 3 day stay in school, chalet, going to Borders. Con 2: Everyone will be relieved of the burden of exams while I'll be taking them. Con 3: People received their results while I can't.
On the other, let's say I remain ill but not H1N1 positive. Pro 1: I can do the things I want once my exams are over. Pro 2: The burden of exams will be gone. Pro 3: I'll be able to enjoy my holidays to the fullest. Con 1: While ill, I'm not able to do my best in studying. Con 2: I'll just cry if my grades are bad. Con 3: My potential is not achieved!
Unfortunately, the second option is the better one. I really want exams to be over in a snap. But, I don't want to look back at my grades and GPA and regret it. This is supposed to be the easiest term!
The best option is to, recover before tomorrow. Or, remain ill until my exams are over, so I can get a MC to hand it up with my exam papers.
This is completely stupid, I felt stupid for thinking of all these.
Studying Business Finance part 2. It's a slow process... MBS left.
On Monday, my brother remained ill so I took him to the doctor. He did the H1N1 test, and it came out positive. Oh joy. 10 days MC for him. Spent almost $160 on the fees. Thus, the quarantine began.
At night, I got ill too. A bad sore throat. I went to the doctor the next day on my own. The administrator thought I had it too. But, as long as I don't have fever or other symptoms, I should be quite safe.
Then, my illness got worst. I had blocked nose and felt aches all over my body. I think it should be like dengue, only milder. I felt lethargic too.
3rd day remains the same. Took my temperature and it hovered around 37.1. Slept through my afternoon after taking the cocktail of pills. Pill for block nose, antibiotics for sore throat, pills for pain. Add barley water, herbal tea and cups of water to that list.
And for some weird reason, I cried. I felt lost and pathetic. It's been ages since I had been this ill. H1N1 must be potent, indeed.
My nose is still blocked as I'm typing this.
OK, this is the worst study break ever. I can't even study much due to my illness. I did toy with the idea of getting H1N1 because then, I can achieve the fullest potential when I'm ready.
This is just wrong. It's like hanging off a cliff. Nether here or there.
On one hand, let's say I've H1N1. Pro 1: I will not be able to take exams next week. Con 1: I'll not be able to fulfill my plans; 3 day stay in school, chalet, going to Borders. Con 2: Everyone will be relieved of the burden of exams while I'll be taking them. Con 3: People received their results while I can't.
On the other, let's say I remain ill but not H1N1 positive. Pro 1: I can do the things I want once my exams are over. Pro 2: The burden of exams will be gone. Pro 3: I'll be able to enjoy my holidays to the fullest. Con 1: While ill, I'm not able to do my best in studying. Con 2: I'll just cry if my grades are bad. Con 3: My potential is not achieved!
Unfortunately, the second option is the better one. I really want exams to be over in a snap. But, I don't want to look back at my grades and GPA and regret it. This is supposed to be the easiest term!
The best option is to, recover before tomorrow. Or, remain ill until my exams are over, so I can get a MC to hand it up with my exam papers.
This is completely stupid, I felt stupid for thinking of all these.
Studying Business Finance part 2. It's a slow process... MBS left.
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
Latest NM trailer
OMJ! The newest New Moon trailer is looking awesome!
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Once again, Taylor looks just right for his role. Dakota Fanning as Jane is totally spot-on! She looks so sinister in her cloak and red eyes. Robert Pattinson looks like crap, which is great. Very nice portrayal of the angst-y Edward.
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The special effects looks exceptionally good here. It's not cringe worthy like those from Twilight's. The motorcycle scene has potential. I like the St. Marcus Day scene best. I'm not too sure if Pattinson's eyes are red or golden towards the end. Looks sort of red to me, but it can't be because he didn't drink any human blood.
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I still don't like the wolf form, but well, I can accept it as long as the movie is wonderful.
PS: Apparently the larger version can't work. So, here's the link. http://video.hitfix.com/services/player/bcpid1861161894?bctid=34318923001
Monday, August 17, 2009
Summary of term 2.1
So, term 2.1 officially ended last week. I was too lazy to update.
Firstly, I'll make a summary of my coursework.
For Business Finance, I've halfway to an A. This means that for the end-semester exam, I'll need to score an A too. For HRM, I've a 70% B. It met my expectations (I was praying for at least a B) but I didn't know why I still felt a little upset and disappointed. PBL 2 was quite alright, my group had a B+. For MBS, we received an A for group project, and an A for the overall coursework. 60% with an A, leaving 40% for exam.
Holy, I'm going to work hard for the 3 subjects. I mean 2.1 is supposed to the "easy" term due to the lack of subjects. However, it's difficult too. 2 As and a B+ is what I'm aiming for!
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I know, term 2.1 was not a happy term for me. First of all, my wonderful Freshman group mates are all in different classes. I truly missed the times we had together, as friends and as group members.
However, towards the end of the term, I have had fun, especially with those who have the same CDS as I do. Late nights for TNS equal to hanging out in school when most people went home. It's great knowing the difficulties we faced and complaining about it. "We understand each other". Also, the things we like. My friend, I discovered, likes the characters from Harry Potter despite not reading the books. I'm so happy to find a kindred spirit. We talked about lots of things and I enjoyed myself. I should think, this is the first time I open so much of my heart. I usually don't talk about the things I like to people.
Desipte everything, we'll still be leaving for our respective classes in next semester. Once again, the project groups will changed. Once again, there'll be new people to make friends with. I actually hated this procedure. Not only is it a hassle, it's too much for me...
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I guess I'm one foot into working during the holidays. Hope things will run smoothly for me. The experience is one thing, the cash on the other hand, is an incentive.
Many things to do once the exams ended; trip to Borders/Kino, 3 day camp for TNS, class chalet, work. In that order.
Gods, suddenly I wanted to read this book very much. To the point where I'll buy it if only Borders sell it. I sure hope so, or else I'll order from Borders. Stardust of Yesterday by Lynn Kurland is the book in question.
I'm suddenly addicted to her novels. Why is it that I like to read during exams period? I did something sinful on Friday. Went to the library, borrowed her novel, and read it in one go.
Will stop here now.
All the best for the exams.
Firstly, I'll make a summary of my coursework.
For Business Finance, I've halfway to an A. This means that for the end-semester exam, I'll need to score an A too. For HRM, I've a 70% B. It met my expectations (I was praying for at least a B) but I didn't know why I still felt a little upset and disappointed. PBL 2 was quite alright, my group had a B+. For MBS, we received an A for group project, and an A for the overall coursework. 60% with an A, leaving 40% for exam.
Holy, I'm going to work hard for the 3 subjects. I mean 2.1 is supposed to the "easy" term due to the lack of subjects. However, it's difficult too. 2 As and a B+ is what I'm aiming for!
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I know, term 2.1 was not a happy term for me. First of all, my wonderful Freshman group mates are all in different classes. I truly missed the times we had together, as friends and as group members.
However, towards the end of the term, I have had fun, especially with those who have the same CDS as I do. Late nights for TNS equal to hanging out in school when most people went home. It's great knowing the difficulties we faced and complaining about it. "We understand each other". Also, the things we like. My friend, I discovered, likes the characters from Harry Potter despite not reading the books. I'm so happy to find a kindred spirit. We talked about lots of things and I enjoyed myself. I should think, this is the first time I open so much of my heart. I usually don't talk about the things I like to people.
Desipte everything, we'll still be leaving for our respective classes in next semester. Once again, the project groups will changed. Once again, there'll be new people to make friends with. I actually hated this procedure. Not only is it a hassle, it's too much for me...
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I guess I'm one foot into working during the holidays. Hope things will run smoothly for me. The experience is one thing, the cash on the other hand, is an incentive.
Many things to do once the exams ended; trip to Borders/Kino, 3 day camp for TNS, class chalet, work. In that order.
Gods, suddenly I wanted to read this book very much. To the point where I'll buy it if only Borders sell it. I sure hope so, or else I'll order from Borders. Stardust of Yesterday by Lynn Kurland is the book in question.
I'm suddenly addicted to her novels. Why is it that I like to read during exams period? I did something sinful on Friday. Went to the library, borrowed her novel, and read it in one go.
Will stop here now.
All the best for the exams.
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
2nd NM teaser trailer
Holy Crap! It's the second teaser trailer for New Moon. It's about 14 seconds long and shows new footage.
All I can say is, Taylor's muscles and abs are incredible! OMJ! If all else fails, Taylor and the Volturi are worth spending the money on. Oh yeah!
Taylor has really captured the Jacob -look. While Kristen Steward, well, her emotions are pretty neutral to me. Too neutral, to be exact. Anyway...
The background music is weird, that's all I can say.
Monday, August 10, 2009
NDP 2009
The theme for this year's National Day.
Indeed, it's a get-together for all Singaporeans, regardless of race, language or religion. Even the foreigners joined in.
Watched the parade at home as usual. I really hope that next year, I'll be lucky enough to catch it live on the floating platform on 9th August.
It's this day that Singaporeans will feel the joy and sense of belonging to the country more so than other days. After all, it's a huge party! The fireworks are magnificent, I must say, especially the heart-shaped ones.
With improvements made to the parade every year, this year is, needless to say, the best.
Although, I do have some things that I don't quite like. For instance, the remixing of the National Anthem. What is that? Furthermore, the remixing of all those beloved and timeless National Day songs made me cringe. Gah, they are awful! I can't stand remixing for obvious reasons. But, I guess, everything needs a change...
I feel that more singing should be done, especially the full version of the songs, not one sentence from song A and one sentence from song B.
Ahh well, despite this year's official National Day song being scrutinised and made a mockery, it's pretty good once the song keeps playing over and over again. I don't like the guy's voice though, it's too monotonous and "unfeeling".
I love the newly addition of the Pledge taking moment at 8.22pm. Whether you are located in Singapore or overseas, take some time out to take the pledge. I love mass events like this. It makes me teary-eyed and get tingles.
I saw some of the videos Singaporeans took from overseas about them taking the pledge. Wow, I'll just love to be one of them. From UAE to Australia to USA to China. At shopping centres, at MRT Stations, at NTUC Outlets in Singapore.
I hope they will incorporate this event for the subsequent National Days to come.
It's been a great 5 day holiday. Now, it's back to studying for the exams.
Sunday, August 09, 2009
Happy Birthday S'pore 2009 and happy times
First off, I want to say
Happy Birthday Singapore!
44 years of independence and stronger everyday. Now if only we could set off Weasleys Wizarding Wheezes Fireworks and Gandalf's dragon fireworks...
I'm grateful to be born in Singapore and enjoy all the good things here. There may be times I take things for granted but I truly appreciate. It is more so when I went overseas.
Recently, I went to Sydney, Australia. I can't help but compare things. It's so different in Australia. I'm not saying that Australia is on the bad side, just very different. The country still remains the top destination to go, as a traveller.
Anyway, reading all those entries dedicated to Singapore on the newspaper today made me teary-eyed.
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Met up with my friend and her brother yesterday before she goes back to USA. It'll only be next year Summer before she'll come again. Another friend also joined us.
I wanted to go to Ion Orchard, the newest shopping mall in Orchard Road. It was a bad idea. There were tons of people there, all wanting a share of the new pie. Since, it was dinner time, all eateries and restaurants were chock-full of people. Queues were also forming everywhere.
In the end, we ate at the food court, which we had a hard time finding available seats. Needless to say, the food court ended up the destination where most people went because it's certainly cheaper to eat there than in a restaurant. Despite being new, the floors were quite dirty, because of all the crowds.
The toilets were full too, and it was also quite dirty. The cleaners are having a hard time cleaning. Some people just don't know how to take care of stuff. Tsk, tsk. In Australia, public toilets in train stations or near beaches remain quite clean even though cleaners are not always around.
We went to this new coffee house, Dr Cafe Coffee. It's like StarBucks. Sadly, they were out of Strawberries, so I can't order the Strawberry Cocktail. I ended up ordering Peach Tea because I don't take coffee.
We talked about lots of stuff, with the majority being about the state-of-weapons in various countries and the national service.
Too bad, I didn't have a chance to visit threesixty, the gourmet marketplace at Ion. They are selling cool chocolates there. There's also Royce, the chocolate brand from Hokkaido. Ahh well, when the hype is all gone, I'll ask my father to bring us there.
Took the MRT home, and bid good-bye to my friends.
Throughout the ride home, we were talking about weapons in different countries, the exchange rates and the leaders of Indonesia, USA and Singapore. Really, it made me think what strangers will say; teenagers who spoke of great and sophisticated things. It made me laugh a little.
I always can't help it to hear what people are saying on trains and buses.
It's been a great time.
Happy Birthday Singapore!
44 years of independence and stronger everyday. Now if only we could set off Weasleys Wizarding Wheezes Fireworks and Gandalf's dragon fireworks...
I'm grateful to be born in Singapore and enjoy all the good things here. There may be times I take things for granted but I truly appreciate. It is more so when I went overseas.
Recently, I went to Sydney, Australia. I can't help but compare things. It's so different in Australia. I'm not saying that Australia is on the bad side, just very different. The country still remains the top destination to go, as a traveller.
Anyway, reading all those entries dedicated to Singapore on the newspaper today made me teary-eyed.
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Met up with my friend and her brother yesterday before she goes back to USA. It'll only be next year Summer before she'll come again. Another friend also joined us.
I wanted to go to Ion Orchard, the newest shopping mall in Orchard Road. It was a bad idea. There were tons of people there, all wanting a share of the new pie. Since, it was dinner time, all eateries and restaurants were chock-full of people. Queues were also forming everywhere.
In the end, we ate at the food court, which we had a hard time finding available seats. Needless to say, the food court ended up the destination where most people went because it's certainly cheaper to eat there than in a restaurant. Despite being new, the floors were quite dirty, because of all the crowds.
The toilets were full too, and it was also quite dirty. The cleaners are having a hard time cleaning. Some people just don't know how to take care of stuff. Tsk, tsk. In Australia, public toilets in train stations or near beaches remain quite clean even though cleaners are not always around.
We went to this new coffee house, Dr Cafe Coffee. It's like StarBucks. Sadly, they were out of Strawberries, so I can't order the Strawberry Cocktail. I ended up ordering Peach Tea because I don't take coffee.
We talked about lots of stuff, with the majority being about the state-of-weapons in various countries and the national service.
Too bad, I didn't have a chance to visit threesixty, the gourmet marketplace at Ion. They are selling cool chocolates there. There's also Royce, the chocolate brand from Hokkaido. Ahh well, when the hype is all gone, I'll ask my father to bring us there.
Took the MRT home, and bid good-bye to my friends.
Throughout the ride home, we were talking about weapons in different countries, the exchange rates and the leaders of Indonesia, USA and Singapore. Really, it made me think what strangers will say; teenagers who spoke of great and sophisticated things. It made me laugh a little.
I always can't help it to hear what people are saying on trains and buses.
It's been a great time.
Thursday, August 06, 2009
Something fun 2
My lecturer showed us this video last week. It's really hilarious! The song is done by MrBrown, a Singaporean who does parodies on stuff. This particular song is on H1N1 Flu.
Tuesday, August 04, 2009
More ramblings on Harry Potter
Harry Potter HBP may have been in the theaters for a weeks by now, yet I still have things to say.
This should probably be the last entry I made on this, unless I read some more reviews and have things to bring up.
Let's start by saying this, "I'm glad that before I watched the movie, I read some good reviews and ratings." I'm an easily influenced person, however, that does not means that I've no spine. It's just that I take people's opinions seriously, too much, sometimes, that it jeopardises my enjoyment of things.
After watching HBP, it's surprisingly good. As I said before, it's so much better than the last 3 films put together so it's great in my book. This is my honest opinion, without anyone influencing it.
However, I don't know what's the reason, perhaps my perspective of things, bad/not-so-good reviews began appearing. It bugs me, get on my nerves at times. Everyone has the right to say what they want. A coin has two sides. I, too, have the right to stop reading all their thoughts. So, why am I giving myself a hard time, I have no idea.
I can always just click the red X.
Perhaps, I like to read their opinion on things. We're readers of the books afterall. Perhaps, I want to see how different people from different countries see things differently. And it's too tempting to let it pass.
Anyway, this thought has been swirling inside my mind for quite sometime, I just don't have the inspiration to put in down.
My opinion has not changed, and I've got to stop reading reviews about HBP. I mean it this time. The film has been made, what opinion of it doesn't matter.
If for any reason, I can always rely on the books to keep me happy, which reminds me of another issue.
I found out that actually there's a part, I don't know how big, of the readers that hated/dislike Half-Blood Prince and Deathly Hallows the books.
It renders me speechless, really. I thought the 2 books are nicely done and the plots are intriguing. Yes, there are times when it got a little "out-of-hand". But this is fiction!
If there's a book I didn't quite like, it is Order of the Phoenix. It's a little long and draggy for me.
Oh well, an author can't please everyone. That is why I don't put my ideas in public. I'll just keep mulling over it, if someone criticise my work.
J.K Rowling gives us some great books to pass the childhood years. It's been nearly 8 years since I started reading Harry Potter. I grow up with the book series, pre-ordering the books months before the debut.
For that accomplishment, a toast for her, for her imagination, for her courage.
Sighing off.
This should probably be the last entry I made on this, unless I read some more reviews and have things to bring up.
Let's start by saying this, "I'm glad that before I watched the movie, I read some good reviews and ratings." I'm an easily influenced person, however, that does not means that I've no spine. It's just that I take people's opinions seriously, too much, sometimes, that it jeopardises my enjoyment of things.
After watching HBP, it's surprisingly good. As I said before, it's so much better than the last 3 films put together so it's great in my book. This is my honest opinion, without anyone influencing it.
However, I don't know what's the reason, perhaps my perspective of things, bad/not-so-good reviews began appearing. It bugs me, get on my nerves at times. Everyone has the right to say what they want. A coin has two sides. I, too, have the right to stop reading all their thoughts. So, why am I giving myself a hard time, I have no idea.
I can always just click the red X.
Perhaps, I like to read their opinion on things. We're readers of the books afterall. Perhaps, I want to see how different people from different countries see things differently. And it's too tempting to let it pass.
Anyway, this thought has been swirling inside my mind for quite sometime, I just don't have the inspiration to put in down.
My opinion has not changed, and I've got to stop reading reviews about HBP. I mean it this time. The film has been made, what opinion of it doesn't matter.
If for any reason, I can always rely on the books to keep me happy, which reminds me of another issue.
I found out that actually there's a part, I don't know how big, of the readers that hated/dislike Half-Blood Prince and Deathly Hallows the books.
It renders me speechless, really. I thought the 2 books are nicely done and the plots are intriguing. Yes, there are times when it got a little "out-of-hand". But this is fiction!
If there's a book I didn't quite like, it is Order of the Phoenix. It's a little long and draggy for me.
Oh well, an author can't please everyone. That is why I don't put my ideas in public. I'll just keep mulling over it, if someone criticise my work.
J.K Rowling gives us some great books to pass the childhood years. It's been nearly 8 years since I started reading Harry Potter. I grow up with the book series, pre-ordering the books months before the debut.
For that accomplishment, a toast for her, for her imagination, for her courage.
Sighing off.
Sunday, August 02, 2009
Things that fascinate and terrify
-On Friday, I went to Novena's medical centre to consult the dermatologist. To my utter horror, the administrator told me I had to do a blood test.
-My blood just chilled at that. I can't believe it. What had consulting a skin doctor got to do with my blood?
-Anyway, it was nothing much, thank gods for that. A prick that I can't feel and I was terribly fascinated by the huge drop of blood. I'm that kind of person who can't stand pain at all.
-I bought Pinot Noir Chocolate drops by CocoaFarm Australia from Cold Storage. Sun Muscats bathed in chocolate and lightly dusted with cocoa powder. Just divine. It cost me nearly $8 for 100g.
I love wine-infused chocolates.
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So, yesterday night, I was watching Love Actually for the fourth time and to my horror, I realised that there are scenes that shows nudity. Oh gods, how horrifying and embarrassing! My rbother was watching with me.
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The first 3 times, those scenes had been cut by the Singapore government because I was watching it on Channel 5 every Christmas. This time round, I watched the DVD my father bought.
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I realised how protected we are from all kinds of media. When it premiered in Singapore, those nude scenes were already cut out. I didn't know what rating it received in Singapore that time, maybe NC16, because I remembered I wanted to watch it but can't.
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I'm going to be mature about this and fast-forward those scenes. I decided to search for the rating online and it is rated R in USA. R, being R-17. Not Singapore's R21.
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It's a great movie, really. The plot-lines are inter-weaving and the soundtrack is magnificent. It's the ultimate Christmas movie to watch.
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While I would recommend this movie to people, I will also advise them to remember the rating. This movie is too good to pass up and I'll still watch it, and fast-forward those nude scenes.
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The language is kind of bad too. Quite a lot of swearing, so if you are uncomfortable about, this movie is not for you.
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I told my brothers that they can't watch it and I'm going to watch it myself.
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Saturday, August 01, 2009
Ramblings
I'm backed! I've not been anywhere these few days, except that my mind had been a whirl and made it hard to pen down my proper thoughts.
Inspiration has not hit yet but I really need to write down what's going on.
Last Sunday 26th July, I and my cousin, together with the family and relatives went to Ying Fo Fui Kun Scholarship Award ceremony. It's this Hakka clan association which my grandparents are part of.
Anyway, I received instant cash for my good results. I've already treated my family to Sakae Sushi in which I said I'll pay $60 and my father will pay the extras.
Tuesday's HRM role-play was same-old. This time, I felt that we were better prepared. However, the teacher still said that we missed out on many aspects of discipline.
My thoughts? This is a 10 minutes role-play on discipline, which they didn't state a single thing on what we are supposed to do. How many aspects do they want us to include, hmm? We did on a single aspect which is progressive discipline. I can't understand why we have include everything in. Do they want us to act out the whole of the discipline notes? Yes, they will mark us on contents, but I thought that if we did the progressive discipline right, then it should be alright. Sheesh, I'm mad at this...
As I stated before, I'm glad to get rid of HRM. I'm happy that I didn't choose HRM. If I want, I can always take HRM when I leave, just not now.
Will stop here now.
Inspiration has not hit yet but I really need to write down what's going on.
Last Sunday 26th July, I and my cousin, together with the family and relatives went to Ying Fo Fui Kun Scholarship Award ceremony. It's this Hakka clan association which my grandparents are part of.
Anyway, I received instant cash for my good results. I've already treated my family to Sakae Sushi in which I said I'll pay $60 and my father will pay the extras.
Tuesday's HRM role-play was same-old. This time, I felt that we were better prepared. However, the teacher still said that we missed out on many aspects of discipline.
My thoughts? This is a 10 minutes role-play on discipline, which they didn't state a single thing on what we are supposed to do. How many aspects do they want us to include, hmm? We did on a single aspect which is progressive discipline. I can't understand why we have include everything in. Do they want us to act out the whole of the discipline notes? Yes, they will mark us on contents, but I thought that if we did the progressive discipline right, then it should be alright. Sheesh, I'm mad at this...
As I stated before, I'm glad to get rid of HRM. I'm happy that I didn't choose HRM. If I want, I can always take HRM when I leave, just not now.
Will stop here now.
Monday, July 27, 2009
The End
Boy, am I glad to rid myself of Human Resource Management!
Few more weeks and I'll have burst.
Whee! I'm done with PBL 2 and I can only hope that the marks this time round will be a B. I think PBL is an improvement. We seem to have learnt our lessons. However, I have no idea if our project will be marked as late or not. We slightly toed the time... Crossing fingers.
Tomorrow will be the role-play on discipline and then I'll be truly be free. I'm glad.
Handed up my TNS reflective journal. Apparently, the country that suits me best is Belgium. All I know is Belgium chocolates are absolutely divine!
Really, countries which I'm interested in like UK, US, Australia don't match what I'm looking for. But of course, this is just a perception. It doesn't mean that if a country is more on the neutral side, all the people will be neutral.
So, the TNS teacher told me that he will be organising a 3-day stay in the Glocal Village in school right after exams. Hmmm, I don't wish to go. It's the holidays! I should be doing the things I want. Then again, if my friends are going, I reckon I'll go.
Few more weeks and I'll have burst.
Whee! I'm done with PBL 2 and I can only hope that the marks this time round will be a B. I think PBL is an improvement. We seem to have learnt our lessons. However, I have no idea if our project will be marked as late or not. We slightly toed the time... Crossing fingers.
Tomorrow will be the role-play on discipline and then I'll be truly be free. I'm glad.
Handed up my TNS reflective journal. Apparently, the country that suits me best is Belgium. All I know is Belgium chocolates are absolutely divine!
Really, countries which I'm interested in like UK, US, Australia don't match what I'm looking for. But of course, this is just a perception. It doesn't mean that if a country is more on the neutral side, all the people will be neutral.
So, the TNS teacher told me that he will be organising a 3-day stay in the Glocal Village in school right after exams. Hmmm, I don't wish to go. It's the holidays! I should be doing the things I want. Then again, if my friends are going, I reckon I'll go.
Saturday, July 25, 2009
More HP thoughts
So, it got me thinking, if only the script-writer and/or director of Half-Blood Prince put in more details, the movie will be even more awesome.
They don’t have to put in scenes, sentences will be enough.
For example, in the film, Dumbledore didn’t show Harry the other memories concerning the other Horcruxs.
Besides from putting in the memories scenes, they could let Dumbledore tell Harry that he believe Voldermort has his Horcruxs in Hufflepuff’s cup, Nagini, Slytherin’s locket, something Ravenclaw/Gryffindor. Furthermore, Dumbledore never confirmed with Harry that he thinks that there is 7 Horcruxs.
This will set the plot nicely for Deathly Hallows.
The 2 crucial scenes that are missing are the funeral and battle of Hogwarts. It will be nice to show that Fenrir is a werewolf and maybe let him slashed Bill.
Harry should break up with Ginny.
The Apparition test scene should be included. How will they explain how in the world can Hermione, Ron and Harry suddenly know how to Apparate. Besides, apparition is the main form of transport in Deathly Hallows.
Good news, it seems like the wedding scene between Fleur and Bill is on. Angelica Mandy who played Gabrielle Delacour in GoF is confirmed coming back to DH. She played the bridesmaid for Fleur. Other than that, Stanislav Ianevski who played Viktor Krum has also signed on, giving further evidence that the wedding scene is on. I’m looking forward to the scene where Hermione is dancing with “dear Vicky”.
Still, I don't know what's happening to Blogger. I can't upload pictures, or put in colours...
*Holy crap, it's all Singtel's fault that all the tabs went missing. I do a series of checks and it seems that some people who are SingNet users also experience this problem. Anyway, it's back to normal, thanks to a self-help.
They don’t have to put in scenes, sentences will be enough.
For example, in the film, Dumbledore didn’t show Harry the other memories concerning the other Horcruxs.
Besides from putting in the memories scenes, they could let Dumbledore tell Harry that he believe Voldermort has his Horcruxs in Hufflepuff’s cup, Nagini, Slytherin’s locket, something Ravenclaw/Gryffindor. Furthermore, Dumbledore never confirmed with Harry that he thinks that there is 7 Horcruxs.
This will set the plot nicely for Deathly Hallows.
The 2 crucial scenes that are missing are the funeral and battle of Hogwarts. It will be nice to show that Fenrir is a werewolf and maybe let him slashed Bill.
Harry should break up with Ginny.
The Apparition test scene should be included. How will they explain how in the world can Hermione, Ron and Harry suddenly know how to Apparate. Besides, apparition is the main form of transport in Deathly Hallows.
Good news, it seems like the wedding scene between Fleur and Bill is on. Angelica Mandy who played Gabrielle Delacour in GoF is confirmed coming back to DH. She played the bridesmaid for Fleur. Other than that, Stanislav Ianevski who played Viktor Krum has also signed on, giving further evidence that the wedding scene is on. I’m looking forward to the scene where Hermione is dancing with “dear Vicky”.
Still, I don't know what's happening to Blogger. I can't upload pictures, or put in colours...
*Holy crap, it's all Singtel's fault that all the tabs went missing. I do a series of checks and it seems that some people who are SingNet users also experience this problem. Anyway, it's back to normal, thanks to a self-help.
Thursday, July 23, 2009
Update
I have no idea what happen to Blogger, the posting blank is all weird. I can't do spell-check, put colours...
Anyway, TNS is over! Hooray! No more late nights in school and no more going to school on Saturday mornings! However, I do feel kind of sad leaving my new friends. I can't say that TNS haven't been a good experience to have. I even felt regretful that we didn't get to stay in the Glocal Village in the school because of H1N1.
The powerpoint presentation went quite well. I can only hope that my teacher will be lenient to us since we were the first group to present. Seriously, we seemed to miss out on things after the other groups presented theirs. Oh no... This presentation was liked quite rushed because we only had a week to do it.
I hope that I can get an A for TNS.
Cross-Cultural Psychology test is one big mess. I really did not know how to study for it. I hate this subject! Hoping to pass the paper... I can comfort myself that it's 20%, this means that the other components must be good enough to cover up this blunder.
Soon, exams will be upon us... and holidays will be here! This is the final leg to the end. 2 more projects to hand up and I'll be done with the loathsome Human Resource Management and MBS.
*Pardon for any spelling mistakes. All components are not working at all, they are not even visible!*
Anyway, TNS is over! Hooray! No more late nights in school and no more going to school on Saturday mornings! However, I do feel kind of sad leaving my new friends. I can't say that TNS haven't been a good experience to have. I even felt regretful that we didn't get to stay in the Glocal Village in the school because of H1N1.
The powerpoint presentation went quite well. I can only hope that my teacher will be lenient to us since we were the first group to present. Seriously, we seemed to miss out on things after the other groups presented theirs. Oh no... This presentation was liked quite rushed because we only had a week to do it.
I hope that I can get an A for TNS.
Cross-Cultural Psychology test is one big mess. I really did not know how to study for it. I hate this subject! Hoping to pass the paper... I can comfort myself that it's 20%, this means that the other components must be good enough to cover up this blunder.
Soon, exams will be upon us... and holidays will be here! This is the final leg to the end. 2 more projects to hand up and I'll be done with the loathsome Human Resource Management and MBS.
*Pardon for any spelling mistakes. All components are not working at all, they are not even visible!*
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