Of Wedding & Plans

Thought I would write something light for a change.

On Saturday, 23th January, the whole family attended 表哥's wedding at Changi Village Hotel. It was an Afternoon reception. Before the wedding lunch, there was a solemnisation ceremony too. And after that was the tea ceremony.

It was a fun day, it is a once in a blue moon chance for the whole family to attend a wedding reception together.

Too bad we didn't take many photos that day.

Anyway, there's always Chinese New Year, and by then, I would have been free.

I can't wait to do the things I want. I'm so making a list of the stuff I must complete when semester 3.1 rolls in.

My last holiday as a "free person". 3.1 holidays would see me doing internship and 3.2 holidays is when I will graduate. Oh god, it seems so fast. As much as I like poly life to end, I rather study than to do something else. And I do want to go University, preferably overseas.

But before making any plans, I have to start researching on that trip to Florida.

Soon, my dear, soon.

Obliviate

All of a sudden, I feel unsatisfied with myself and the work I did.

Seriously, my mind is almost a total blank. Thoughts are swirling around but nothing substantial can be put down. All the energy has been use up and there is no way I can charge them.

Sometimes, I wish I could just Obliviate myself.

I can't wait till all the projects are handed up and presentations are done. Then, it will be the last hurrah for me...

Of Morbid Tales

A morbid tale I'll rather forget.

Finally, I snapped. What prompted me to write this morbid entry is the general fact that things are getting worse.

3 more weeks of school and I can't stand it anymore! This is sick! This is inhumane!

Oh my, I'm really feeling depressed, down and blue. I don't know, this semester does seem worse than the previous.

This is probably cause by my own doing. I keep pushing myself to the edge. I want to get things done properly. It is not just about passing anymore, it is more of a life or death option for me. I want to ace these subjects!

I know I can't do it for all. But at least 3 subjects have to do be As, as I kept mentioning. As are addictive, like a drug. Once you get one, you had to have more and more.

I'm doing this all for myself and the future I want to have. Good grades will mean a higher chance at getting a good job with good pay and than I can get the good life I want. No matter what those naysayers say otherwise, ultimately, in this world, grades and education do mean a great deal.

Sometimes, I just can't help but to wish I could turn back time. Those years in the secondary school were the best, even with the exams and what not. At least, I was truly happy and carefree then.

Now, with all this self-inflicted pressure and pain, I am just surviving and trying to fight alone. I want to get this Poly life over and done with, of course, after making sure I grab as much as I can before I make a run for it.

Ahh, I have all these thoughts swirling in my mind, but I can't seem to put them into words. I think this is enough for the day...

I need to get myself a tub of ice-cream and comfort myself.

TGIF.

MIA the Golden Globes

Holy crow!

Where is the showing of 67th Golden Globes Awards ceremony in Singapore?! It is supposed to be held on 17th Jan, USA timing.

I thought that Channel 5 would always show it, as well as the Oscars.. at least I think so.

Oh, but I really do want to see the ceremony...

Argh, where is it? Damnation! It's so unfair.. to have no choice but to rely on an unreliable TV station..

Guess I have no choice but to see the winners online...

The worst thing is I can only see people twitting about the funny moments..

The Things You Do For ... Grades

I'm pleased.

If I keep this up, I'm on my way to reaching my goals, maybe even much more than I expected.

I got back my 2 mid-semester tests results, A for both. Which means 25% is secured. Furthermore, for Franchising Business, my individual report got an A too. 40% done.

For Communication Skills 2, I had 2 As as of now, still don't the percentage though.

Had an A for the 20% Club and Resort test 1 as well.

These As don't come easy. The amount of effort I put in, the stress levels I had for myself. Nobody but myself is giving me pressure.

Of course, I couldn't have done it without luck and something more.

My aim this time round is at least 3 As and the rest B+ without any Bs. With that, I can push my GPA to 3.7 and above. Would I may...

The race is on to make the rest of the tests and projects and presentations a fulfilling and rewarding one.

Of Sense & Sensibility

Yay!

Well, despite my other commitments, I managed to find time to catch on my almost non-existence reading.

I must say I'm pleased. Sense and Sensibility by Jane Austen is my latest conquest in classics.

I admit that I developed an interest in it after knowing that Alan Rickman played one role inside the 1995 adaptation of the book. Furthermore, after reading Pride and Prejudice by Jane Austen, I really love the plot.

I had read Persuasion, Emma and tried a few pages of Northanger Abbey, still Sense and Sensibility and Pride and Prejudice remain my favourites.

I am, of course, determined to watch most if not all of the TV and movie adaptations, book sequels, fanfictions on both titles.

Right now, I'm making good headway with Sense and Sensibility since I almost finished all of Pride and Prejudice's adaptations and sequels.

First of, the 1995 movie adaptation, directed by Ang Lee, script written by Emma Thompson who also portrayed Elinor in the movie. Not forgetting some of the familiar faces, Hugh Grant as Edward Ferrars, Alan Rickman as Colonel Brandon.



5 actors and actresses who starred in the Harry Potter films are also featured in this movie. Imelda Staunton as Mrs Palmer (Umbridge) , Elizabeth Spriggs as Mrs Jennings (Fat Lady), Robert Hardy as Sir John Middleton (Fudge), Alan Rickman as Colonel Brandon (Severus Snape) and Emma Thompson as Elinor Dashwood (Prof. Trelawney).

It won numerous awards and nominations in the Oscars and Golden Globes. It's a very lovely adaptation though like most movies, things got shift around and changed.

Secondly, the 2008 BBC mini series of the same title. Since it is not a movie, there is more time for characters development and the love to show. The story slowly play out, which appeals to me. There are more original characters appearing than the movie, again, I assumed because of time constraints.


One thing to note is the lack of familiar faces and stars in this adaptation. Still, fresh faces are kind of good.

And this is where the movie adaptations stop.

Next up, book sequels.

One novel that I really like is Colonel Brandon's Diary by Amanda Grange, who also wrote Mr Darcy's Diary. This novel is from the viewpoint of Colonel Brandon, need I say?

A fun and refreshing read! I love the development around this "secondary" character in Jane Austen's book. So much about him just waiting to be discovered.

I'm always interested in reading the POV of the other important characters or those I have a soft spot to.

Last but I hope not the least, Sense and Sensibility and Sea Monsters by Ben H. Winters. This is a parody of the Jane Austen's book. There is another one called Pride and Prejudice and Zombies but I'm not interested in it. Sea Monsters, however, I've more interest in.


I want to acquire this book! But only after my semester end. There are also others that I'm going to buy, however, I must resist the temptation to buy them now.

Tough luck, my dears

Well, well, who would have known that the Japan Trip would draw so much interest?

I warranted it will caused some stir because it's a trip to Japan, but never in my dreams would I thought that in mere minutes when the clock stroked twelve that night, so many people were sending in their particulars.

I heard that over 100 people signed up for the trip but obviously there is only 20 plus spaces available. I was wronged again when I thought they will open up more vacancies to cope with the influx.

To think that they publicise it so much as if nobody will go and strongly encouraged us all to sign up.

I was really surprised that I wasn't offered a space, I mean, I sent my entry in at 12.05am. But, whatever. One of the reasons I expressed interest is because of the company I hope to get. Since, I didn't get it and the number is so high, it's best to let it go.

And surprisingly, I had a call today from the teacher-in-charge. There was a vacancy and she asked if I'm still interested. I told her no.

I still think it's a good experience to have. For the first time to go overseas with the school, with no contract to boot. I can now save up the money and dedicated it to my graduation trip instead. Florida!

Holy crow!

Holy crap!

This is tough. It doesn't matter if it's interesting or whatever, because at the end of the day, it's just one giant headache and heartache.

I don't really feel like elaborating on it. I just hope and wish mightily that whatever "we" are doing is on the right track and MY grades are beautiful.

Group projects are heartache in the sense that your ideas may or may not sit well with others, and vice versa. I like to give myself the benefit of doubt. I like to be in control too.

Ultimately, if I don't care enough, my grades may or may not go down the drain. So, really, I shouldn't care that much if I appear more tough than usual, it's MY grades I am concern about, MY future I am relying on. To be selfish is natural.

God only knows how my tolerance level is nowadays. Ah well, all I can say is too bad this isn't an individual project, I can do it my way if it's so. It's 3 more days away then I'll say good riddance to it.

This term has been like a balancing act.

As I get closer to graduation, my stress levels get higher, I get more irritated... Life is a rat race and I want to be in front.

I just have a thought. I think I'm going to set up another blog to put in my precious works in it. Be it for referencing or for the fun of it. Individual projects, ideas, my parts in group projects, etc. Proper disclaimers will be made, of course. This will have to wait till the sucky term ends.

What should I do?

Should I or shouldn't I, that is the question.

So, there is a study trip to Japan in this long holidays. I am thinking about whether I want to go or not.

On one hand, I feel like this is too good an opportunity to be missed and I should grab the chance. One the other hand, I will be breaking one of my Golden Rules "Never go on overseas trips that require flying with classmates". I'll probably embarrassed myself...

Gods, the best solution is to, of course, go. But I'm worried about not having any acquaintances on the entire trip. I mean, I took some pretty risky decisions in the past, knowing that I'll be all alone. Don't even get me started on the "fiasco" that was in Sec 2 going on Sec 3.

The opening date is the day after tomorrow. I think I will see what my friends do. It's a stupid idea, to rotate yourself around other's decisions. However, what am I to do?

I'll probably feel better if I'm sure that this year I can have an overseas trip with the family.

If, I happens not to make a decision, I guess I will regret it...

From the past to present

Brand new start in a brand new year.

I bet no one is too thrilled about it, be it going to school or back to work. I think that after nearly 2 weeks of hiatus/fun, reality is looking far too gruesome.

Oh my, the last 2 weeks of 2009 has been perfecto. It is the best days of my life. It is like we were making up for not being able to go overseas to spend Christmas. It certainly felt that way. I felt so blessed.
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Enough fun and indulgence to last me through the weeks ahead.
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Although I'm back to school for a few days on the last week of 2009, it was more relaxing than I thought. My father, who was on leave, drove me to school almost everyday.

I had more shopping done than in years. Shopping almost every week in the month of December. I had pre-Christmas and post-Christmas presents.

On Tuesday 22nd December, I went out with a primary school friend and caught up with each other. On 24th December, I went out for a movie gathering with some Sec 4 friends. The week before, the whole family went out and enjoyed ourselves, as if the weekdays were weekends.

New Year equals new beginning. My father scheduled to take his brand, new car on 31st December. Just in time to usher in the new year. The new car is in medium grey metallic, with a hint of olive green undertone. The colour was chose by us. The new car is slightly more spacious than the old one.

This Christmas, even though we spent it in Singapore, it felt more fun than ever. Or was it because of our expectations? It certainly exceed expectations, in my opinion.

Well, well, is it too early to start counting down to the end of my semester? February is just around the corner, isn't it? By mid-February, I'll be free! Before than, I'm going to be wound tighter than a screw.

It is going to be hectic. I don't need Alice to tell me that. Rushing for project this, project that. Oh goodness...

Indeed, my fantasy world is looking brighter as the moments slip by, reality is just this smack to your face, telling you to wake up.

I feel as if I haven't sort out my priorities, and even if I do, I am not adhering to them. Why am I feeling more relax than what I should be? Despite the new year, I feel I have not changed.

I have such expectations for 2010, since 2009 has been more or less great for me.

We drank a toast to now

31st December 2009.

Was nearly late for the movie as time was not on our side. We parked our new car at Raffles City and walked that long underpass to Marina Square.

Watched Sherlock Holmes with the whole family and cousin's family. This was my second time watching. The whole theater is full, what else? We were sitting too in front for my taste.

After that, we went for a late dinner at Hans since everywhere else were full with queues. Most of us had black pepper chicken chop since that's all that's left.

With 1 hour plus to spare before the the clock strike twelve, we walked around looking for a place to pass the time. Walked from Marina Square to Suntec City and drank drinks at Gloria's Jean Coffee.

It was about 11.30pm when we started to make our way down to opposite Esplanade at Marina where the firework display was held. You can see groups and groups of people walking the same way, it's almost like going to war.

Found a good spot where there's no buildings and trees blocking. The whole place that went on for metres were chock-full of people; foreign workers, teenagers, families, friends, couples... sitting on steps, on the grass patches, standing...

As the minutes ticked by, the noise got louder. People started giving out false alarms by shouting and whistling. It was rather funny.

No countdown was given since we were not directly at the party itself. The first fireworks splayed out on the clear night sky, almost as if pots of paints were splashed on a canvas. The cheers got to the maximum. Everyone was high. SMSes were sent out in record time.

The night sky was alighted with fireflies and falling stars, SOS signals and bursts of flowers.

Everyone was dazzled and awed by the magnifique display.

Fireworks creation has come a long way. I can still remember the limited colours and display of fireworks that was red, green and yellow of the past.

Now, there are fireworks that changes colours as it rained down. Fireworks that linger in the air for a long time as the sparks slowly fall. Fireworks that represent palm-trees, falling stars and fireflies. Big and small fireworks. Fireworks that literally light up the night. All that's left is the creation of fireworks that have words or numbers.

It can be comparable to Gandalf's fireworks. We joked about how that we can have black fireworks for the morning.

All the hours spent on just 8 minutes of wonder was worth it. Isn't this what most people are looking forward to? Once a year of beauty. The festive spirit was infectious there, after the last fireworks were shot to the sky, people started jumping around, wishing each other Happy New Year. Then, there's when things turned nightmarish.

The crowds went as fast they came. Most people started leaving the area and since barriers were set up, congestion formed. Thankfully, we came by cars, I shuddered to imagine the conditions in the public transportation.

It took us at least 45 minutes to get out of there and backed into our lovely car. We were all sweaty and cranky since the air-cons in the City Link were off. Luckily, there was no frenzy, we will all fall like dominoes if someone were to push.

We said that next year, we shall book a hotel room with a good and comfortable view of the fireworks display. How cool is that?

Reached home, bathed and turned in for the "morning". It was 2am plus when we slept. It was all worth it though. Even though we woke at 11am today and the leaving was tough.

Well, 2010 is here at our doorsteps.

My resolution for the new year is to toughen myself up. I need to maintain my good results. I want to be able to say "Frankly, me dear, I don't give a damn". I want to change, for better or worse.

I wish that 2010 will be so much better than 2009, economy-wise. Comfort-wise, I almost have it all. And that's is enough for now. There are times when I have the cake and eat it too. I have a wonderful family although I get irritated with them at times.

Entertainment-wise, 2010 will be a good year. The Sentosa and Marina IRs will be up, Eclipse and Harry Potter DH part 1 will be scheduled for screening, the grande opening of The wonderful World of Harry Potter theme park in Orlando, Florida, etc. Eeek, I can't wait to go!

I will be doing another post, looking back at the year 2009.

Goodbye to the decade with no name. The "Noughties" as some called it.

Cheers

No moniker for this decade

1 more day to New Year's Eve.

Read a very interesting article today about how the decade slips away with no name.

So, we have the 80s and the 90s, what do we call this decade? Some suggestions: The Twenty-hundreds, the Ohs-Ohs, the Ohs, the Zeros, the Big Zero, the Aughties...

It's pretty entertaining, to say.

In the perspective of economists, this decade is a Big Zero. Nothing really good happens, what with the financial crisis and all the unemployment rates going up. So, according to one economist, good riddance to this decade and let's hope that 2010 will be a better year.

Tomorrow, there will be New Year celebrations for us! Movie followed by bowling in the evening and then hopefully fireworks when the clock strikes twelve.

I'm still in that holiday mood despite the start of school. Seriously, this is all screwed up. Going to school for 2 hours or 30 minutes is not as crack up as it should be.

I'll doing my New Year's resolution either tomorrow or the day after. I want a change. I'll be summing up this year with an entry too. All the good and bad and the everything in between.

Cheers.

Soon, it'll be time to make a New Year's resolution as we usher in 2010.

Christmas celebrations 2009

Past time I update my blog.

Christmas 2009 was wonderful, even though it's been quite some time since we celebrated it in town. At least for the past 2 years, Christmas was celebrated at Bintan.

On Christmas's Eve, I went out with my Sec 4 friends to watch a movie before I left for my cousin's house for the party.

Was originally supposed to watch Avatar but when we reached Causeway Point, the queueing was nightmarish. We spent close to 45 minutes just to buy the tickets. In the end, due to time constraints, we changed our mind to Alvin and the Chipmunks 2, however, the tickets were sold out. At last, we went for Sherlock Holmes.

It's a movie I want to watch since I saw the trailer. I'm not a Sherlock Holmes fan to begin with. I didn't read the book series and I didn't watch the other Sherlock Holmes films.

But, the whole 128 minutes of film is quite good. It has its hilarious moments and I like the dialogue. Not to mention, Jude Law who portrayed Watson is so charismatic and good-looking.

This is a film I'm definitely going to catch again if I had the chance and get it on DVD. I am heavily dependent on those English subtitles.

After the movie, we parted ways and I left for Jurong East.

Watched some more movies and it's time for the Christmas party to begin. The Christmas tree was alighted with fairy lights, presents aplenty underneath, Christmas carols played on the radio, the table weighed down with food...

After the feast, it was time to hand out presents. Unfortunately, something unexpected happened. Was it my fault or? I received 2 presents from 2 of my cousins and my brother got none. Which means that during the drawing of names a few weeks ago, I should have accidentally wrote my name 2 times. Gods, was that embarrassing!

Anyway, this year, there are more presents handed out to my cousin's family because one of my cousins is in NS.

Went home around 9pm plus. It was decided that since my parents will be going to a relative's wedding reception with my grandparents, my uncle will fetch us and took us to watch Avatar this next morning with the other family members.

Prepared ourselves on Christmas morning waiting for my uncle's phonecall. Went to Marina Square in the morning to watch Avatar 3D at a 10.30am slot. This is like my first time watching a movie in 3D. The theater was almost full.

Wore the extra heavy 3D glasses and because of my own glasses, it did not stay up and I had to support it with my hand throughout the whole 2 hours 30 minutes plus movie.

The whole movie is awesome! OMG, the graphics, the cinematography, the background. Wow, and the whole thing was created by the director, James Cameron.

My cousin and I laughed at some of scenes and enjoyed ourselves tremendously. I can see why this movie will move up on the charts quickly in the States, probably overtaking the currently 4th place New Moon and the top 3 highest grossing movies of 2009.

Ahh well, while I don't like that some movie overtake New Moon, where New Moon end up on the charts will still be very rewarding.

We went for lunch at BurgerKing while the adults ate at the FoodCourt.

Went to Singtel headquarters as my cousin wanted a new phone. Spent around 1 hour there but in the end, the newly acquired phone was returned due to the colouring.

Went to Centrepoint at Orchard to meet with my parents and grandparents and a cuppa at TCC. The sky was dark and raindrops falling. If you closed your eyes, you can imagine that snow is falling instead.

Walked over to 313 @ Somerset afterwards. Wow, the Christmas season really brought out lots and lots of people. Loitered for quite a while outside 313, voting on where to go next. The younger generation wanted to go for another movie, Sherlock Holmes, while the adults had not make up their minds.

Alas, at such a timing, evening and on Christmas Day to boot, no theater can escape. The slots were almost full with only the front seats left.

In the end, we decided to have dinner at Sizzler at Suntec City. It's been ages since I've last ate at Sizzler. I can still remember the good, old days where my parents and I used to eat at Sizzler at Junction 8 many times.

I, personally, don't think it's that worth it to eat there anymore. Maybe, it's inflation over the years, or that I don't know the prices in the past, but it's really expensive to eat there.

Home sweet home when all is said and done.

Christmas 2009 had been a wonderful time, the essence of Christmas, minus the religious stuff, is truly incorporated in our family gathering. Isn't the Christmas spirit all about family closeness and warmth?

Tata~

Twas the night before Christmas

It's 12.15am, so, technically, it's Christmas!

Woohoo! It's been like years since we celebrated Christmas in town.

21st century Christmas

One of my favourite songs of all times, 21st Century Christmas by Cliff Richard

Feeling rather Christmas-y today!

Listening to Christmas songs all day long~

With 1 day left before Christmas' Eve, there's so much to do! Be in academic-wise or festive season-wise.

I'm thinking of borrowing some movies to watch through Christmas' Eve. While I had my share of goodies prior a month ago, I can't help but to want to have more. Chocolates to be savour, nuts to crack, presents to open, cheers to be made...

A white Christmas, for me?

For the people who live in the tropics, it just can't be help that we wished for a winter wonderland, a white Christmas.

It's wishful thinking, obviously. Unless, I travel out of the equator and into the upper part of the Northern Hemisphere. It's not deliberate, I know that the Europeans and Americans are suffering in their dreadful weather conditions. Too much of snow result in disruptions and chaos.

From London to Paris to Russia to some states in US, the wintery weather is taking to an extreme. Wow, not to be a sadist, but I do love some snow. Well, as a tourist. I doubt I can spent all my life experiencing it over and over again.

Ahh well, this year, I'll have to be content to spend Christmas in Singapore.

Nevertheless, the spontaneous trip to wintery Sydney was so worth it. I had my share of coolness and rain to last through the year. It's really a memory to remember, a trip that was put together so fast, decided today, flying off the next. Sweet, sweet surprise~

I'm placing my hopes in my near future, that I could enjoy myself with trips to winter wonderlands, beautiful summers, breezy springs, and scent-heavy autumns.

Cheers to this festive season. May it be as lovely and beautiful as every other Christmases to come.

Where the treetops glisten, and children listen to hear sleighbells in the snow~

I just love good, ole Christmas songs. Nothing too modern nor too "choir-y". Just traditional songs sung by the few crooners who make your heart beats faster.

Rockin around the shopping centres

These past weeks had been pretty fun.

On the next day after my last paper, 10th December, my father was going to take us to the newly opened 313 @ Somerset.

My brother and I were to take the MRT and meet my father there.

Was I because I was ill the couple of days before or due to some dire problems I have no idea of or hypoglycemia? Suddenly, in the middle of the ride, I started to break out in cold sweat and then for a while my vision turned black, I could hardly see my brother's face and the other things in the MRT. I was sure that my face must have turned ashen. I was really afraid I'm going to faint in the train, and not only was that embarrassing, but horrible.

In the end, with my brother in tow, I alighted at Orchard MRT station, one station before Somerset and went in search of toilet as I felt like puking. Went to Wheelock Place, a similar place to me and was starting to feel fine. However, I didn't want to risk another encounter like that ever so I wanted to go home. By then, my father still haven't arrive.

Finally, I wanted to get some sugar into me and was thinking of nursing a glass of cold, sugary drink. My better judgement got hold of me so I ordered a cup of hot chocolate instead. I was still feeling weak and mortified.

Walked around Borders for a while because my father said he would be there in half-an-hour. I was already alright and we had lunch at Sakae Sushi. Next, we went to our destination as planned.

313 @ Somerset wasn't officially opened since there are so many shops still under closed doors. But, I still had fun. Tried out the Cold Rock creamery, it is good. I was planning to buy my Christmas present at Esprit but the bag I wanted was out of stock.

We then went to Marina Square to try our luck. The bag I originally wanted didn't look so nice after a second glance. So, I bought another model.

As the car was parked at Suntec City, we walked around Suntec City for a bit. We saw that the Ralph Lauren store was having a up to 70% sales and went in. Wow, it's full of people though no clothes caught my eye.

We were going to come back on Saturday and asked my mother to check it out.

Went back on Saturday and was shocked that almost all the clothes were gone. All that's let was children clothing and some loose pieces.
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The week after, my father and mother took leave and we went for a day's tour in Singapore. Since we are not going anywhere for the holidays. In the end, we hung around VivoCity for the whole day.
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Watched Planet 51 in the afternoon. It is a pretty funny movie, very nicely done with a different plot.
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Ate an early dinner at Earle's Swensens. Still didn't really like it. I prefer the normal Swensens.
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We then went to buy our presents for the other person we had randomly picked.
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By nighttime, we were tired and our original plan to visit Night Safari ended up not being fulfilled.
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It was a good day for me.

Blinking cursor

In the midst of doing my Club and Resort individual project. I hate to stare stupidly at the blinking cursor.

Let's just say it's tougher than other individual projects because of its quota of words. The teacher first told us we need to write 2,500 words and I was feeling like "are you crazy?" In the end, it's actually less than 2,500 words, that's the stats in the briefing.

I'm sort of stuck at 1,700. Think I'll stop soon. It's time to move to other stuff.

Next week I'll be really busy, my slots are almost full. And it doesn't help that it's the last week of my holidays and the Christmas week. Oh boy, no getaway this year, I'm almost sure of it. *Sighs*

Nothing much to update, my thoughts are mush. When inspiration hits at an appropriate time, I'll write something with standard.

Wrapped Up

Seems like I've been on hiatus for quite time.

Mid-semester tests were over and that's that. Franchising Business paper was, surprisingly, pretty alright. I think I managed to get the points right, it all boils down to how I explain them and whether the teacher thinks they are fine. 1 hour is really not enough to be writing essays. I'm hoping to get at least a B+ for Franchising Business, at least for 25%.

The 2 weeks holidays has begun. Can't say I love it. Maybe it's love with a hatred. This holiday is just another time to catch up on deadlines and it totally kills the mood. Most people I know of are enjoying the year end while for me, it's work as usual. Not that this is the first time I'm experiencing it. However, year 2 does seem so different from year 1.

I have hopes that in this tight schedule of mine, I can find some time to enjoy and relax, which is exactly what I've been doing until today.

I just realised I'm running out of time to complete what I should be doing. I need to make lists. I need to prioritise, damnation. It's just that everyday I wake up, I have in no condition to get down to business. It must the year-end and festive bug.

Christmas is nearly upon us, again. This is the time when the nostalgia and something quite difficult to put in words hit me with a force. I wish for the 'perfect" Christmas season, with the snow, the feasts, the decorations, the sound of carols, the sight of shoppers and windows displaying the finest, the works... *Sighs* It's a dream, for sure.

I do love this festive season. I do wish for the getaway to get away from it all. But, I don't think we're going anywhere this year. Oh well, more the time for me to complete my stuff.

The first week of term 2 is surely a lazy one. What with Tuesday being an off day, Friday being the New Year. Too bad we have to go to school on Thursday which is a New Year's Eve, nevermind the fact it's only for 30 minutes on a 9am slot.

*Le Gasp* Is 2010 nearly upon us? When have time move so fast? It seems like yesterday that I'm still enjoying my year 1.2.

As 2009 comes to a standstill, I'll end it with a quote from Bella in New Moon.

Soon.